Misery -Harry Styles Fanfic-

Chapter Eight

A/N: hey guys, so i'm hoping you like the book so far. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY. Mhm. This chapter is from Harry's P.O.V. Lets go. Btw, read @NarrysWh0re 's fanfic and @Meloderp 's fanfic. Oh, and sorry for not updating, it was my birthday. HOLLA bitches.

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Harry's P.O.V.

Sniffling noises came from a grave near me. A voice was talking. It sounded so familiar. Why did I know it? My head turned and that's when I saw her. Her beautiful pale skin and jet black hair was unmistakable. "Autumn, I have to go. You understand." I laid down 1 red rose and kissed the headstone. "I love you." My voice was barely audible, but Autumn had heard it. Butterflies began fluttering around in my stomach. She was here. Actually here. I quickly pulled my sleeves up over my freshly cut arms. She couldn't know, she didn't need to know.

Her sniffles were louder now. Lila needed me, and I was here for her. "Lila," she froze completely. "Lila, it's okay. I'm here." Lila turned to face me. "Harry, I'm sorry." My facial expression was perplexed. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't deserve you." Her body shuddered and she began crying harder. I bent down and engulfed her in my arms. "Shhh, don't cry Lila. I'm here." Lila's sobs became muffled. I kissed her forehead. "I love you." Her words caught me off guard. "I-I love you too." I could feel her smile into my arms. "Harry, can you forgive me? I need to tell you something." My heart legit stopped. This wasn't going to be good. "Yes I can." She looked up at me, her eyes were red and puffy. "Please don't hate me." I smiled down at her and kissed her cheek. "Wouldn't dream of it."

Lila took a deep breath. "Okay." She looked nervous. "So, I left because I needed to do unfinished business. I didn't know what was going to happen when I left." I nodded and told her to go on. Her hands began shaking. "Niall came and picked me up. We went to his flat and and and..." Her voice faltered. I knew what she was going to say. She didn't love me. Her and Niall had sex and he gave her what I couldn't. His heart. My eyes began burning. Hot tears rolled down my face, landing in Lila's hair. Her tiny hands reached up and wiped away my tears. "Harry, we only kissed I swear. Now that I've seen you again, I realize he's not the one for me. You are." I began crying harder. I was vulnerable. I was going to believe everything she said. There was just one problem. I had no clue if she was lying or not. "Lila, do you promise me?" My lip quivered. She had no idea who to choose. I could tell by her eyes. "Harry, I don't know. I'm sorry. I just need time." Was she fucking kidding? Two weeks wasn't enough time? She was even staying at his house. How could she not choose him? Anger began boiling up inside of me. "Time? You want fucking more time Lila? I've been waiting for you to come home for two weeks. And guess what? You never did. You never will. Just tell me you love him, so I can stop being lied to. I've already lost the love of my life once. I can surely do it again." Round tears formed in Lila's eyes.

She didn't love me. It was obvious. Niall was the one she wanted, but I still tried to hold a glimpse of hope. "Harry, I love you. I don't want Niall. Seeing you here made me realize, you're the one." She broke down sobbing in my arms once again. She loved me. Truly, she did.

I held her and let her cry. I couldn't cry. There weren't anymore tears to shed. This was it. What I've always wanted. Lila was it. She was everything I wanted and needed. She was my world, and I so desperately wanted to be hers. "Harry, can we go get my things? I'm ready to come home." I kissed her. It was filled with want and need. She pulled back. "Harry, we can't do this here. Wait until we're home." I smiled at her cheekily. "Whatever you say princess." She smiled. My heart swelled with happiness this was what love felt like. We both knew it.

Hand in hand, we walked towards my car. I felt electricity in my body whenever we touched. This was what love should feel like. Lila looked beautiful. She was as pretty as Megan Fox in my eyes. Her smile lit up my world. Lila's eyes were as blue as the ocean. They were by far my favorite feature of hers. My head was filled with everything about Lila. Her smell, her looks, her body, and her innocence. I wanted her, and I wanted her now. We finally walked to my car, and that's when I snapped.

Lila reached to open the car door, but I was too fast. I turned her around to where she was facing me. Her eye shone with excitement, but also with fear. My lips were only inches from hers. I leaned down even closer and kissed her. Things quickly escalated. I was putting down the front seat and helping Lila into the back before I could even think about what I was doing. I hovered over her once again and leaned down to kiss her. Electricity bolts shot through my body. Her kiss and touch had that effect in me. Lila's hands ran through my hair and mine ran up her stomach. At the first chance, I took of her shirt and carelessly threw it down. She bit her lip. That always turned me on. I throaty moan escaped my mouth as she palmed me. When she wanted to be, she could be quite a tease. My mouth left sloppy kisses down her chest. My hand in clasped her bra, and her boobs were set free.

Red faced, she tried covering them up. "Don't do that, babe. You're beautiful." She blushed even more and let go of her chest. I bent down and kissed her again while my hands played with her tits. She moaned into the kiss. That really turned me on. The bulge in my pants grew with every second. Lila smirked at my package. "I've never seen it so big." She giggled at what she had done. Her small hands began unzipping my pants zipper. She was doing this painfully slow. I growled. "Hurry up Lila." She smirked. How charming.

Surprisingly, she sped up. She took off my tee and my pants. I was only left in my boxers. Once again, I leaned down and kissed her. Her hands felt down my body and rested on the waistband of my boxers. I took her hand and placed it inside of my boxers. She began pumping my length slowly. I moaned into her neck and began kissing. She moaned back. Her hand began moving at a faster pace. My moans grew louder and deeper. "Dammit Lila. Faster." She smiled. "Whatever you say Styles." I bit into her soft neck. She moaned again and moved faster. "Fuck that's it. Please don't stop. Dammit." My moans filled the car. I was close. My stomach muscles clenched and Lila pulled away. What a tease.

"You are going to pay for that." She bit her lip and I ripped her pants off. I began pulling down her lace panties when there was a knock on the car. "Dammit." I put Lila behind my and put my pants back on. I rolled down my tinted windows. "Yes?" An elderly man stood at the door. He looked disgusted with me. "Sir, you can't be doing that here. This is a church parking lot." I shrugged. "Who's to say I can't?" I was becoming angry with this man. He quickly responded. "The preacher of the church, sir." I nodded. "Well, I'm just going to read now." With that, I rolled up the window and have Lila her clothes. She put them back on and we started the car. I must say, she looked better without them. We pulled onto the road and Lila started laughing uncontrollably. Soon, I joined in. It was pretty funny.

We drove for about another 10 minutes just chatting. "Harry?" I looked over at her. "I'm ready to come home." I smiled at her deeply. I was ready for her I come home too. She still looked like something was on her mind. "Lila, what's wrong?" She gulped. "I need to get my stuff back at Niall's." Thats why. "I'll take you, but you're not going in there alone." She nodded her head yes. "But Harry, you can't hurt him. You must stay completely calm." She was worried. It was super cute. "Okay, I promise." That was that. I would be nice, but if he touched her, it was on. Lila pointed me in the right direction and she led me to his house. We pulled into a long driveway with a white two-story house at the end. That must be his place. We stopped at the end and unbuckled. Before she could get out, I kissed her once more. She was mine. She definitely wasn't his.

We walked to the door and knocked. Three times to be exact. No answer. Something was up. Lucky for us, Lila knew where he kept the spare key. She got it and slid it into the keyhole. Time to see Niall face to face. The door was opened and I looked it. Lila let out a gasp. I looked to where she was looking and could only be horrified.

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A/N: next chapter up soon guys. (: