Ever since last week I can't look at Semi the same...it's like ever since I thought of him as a little more then a friend it's all I can think about when I see him.
When we were walking through the halls we almost got split up, so he had grabbed my hand and held it.
His hand was really nice and warm if that makes sense? I wanted him to hold hold it for the rest of time, but as soon as it wasn't as crowded he let go and it kinda made me sad.
I also didn't realize how much I know about him, I keep noticing all these tiny things. When he eats he tends to stick his tongue out kinda, and when he's talking about something he likes he blinks a lot. Then when he's bored he always puts his hands on usually his temples, but he'll put them anywhere on his face.
I sound kinda creepy-
Anyway
Whatever I felt before last week is definitely gone, now I just...I don't I had a dream he was cuddling me and ahhhh
I don't understand
But it's okay I think
I wonder if he notices details about me?
Holy shit what if he thought of me as more of a friend?
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Red Carnations
FanfictionShirabu is excited because it is almost 4:20 am on 4/20/20 He's so excited he decides to document it in a journal He didn't think he would ever use it again, but he eventually came back to it and just started writing about whatever came to his mind...
