Tendou came over and we talked about Semi.
Tendou may act like a child, but he can be really comforting and serious when he needs to be.
I kinda ended up spilling my guts out to him about how fucking painful it was. Not just physically but emotionally.
I can barely talk to Semi now without thinking about the flowers. Without thinking about dying.
And I know could easily get surgery. Sure money would be a problem but it wouldn't be the only problem. I would forget about Semi, my love for Semi.
I cant lose that.
Maybe I should just off myself.
Would that be easier?
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Red Carnations
FanfictionShirabu is excited because it is almost 4:20 am on 4/20/20 He's so excited he decides to document it in a journal He didn't think he would ever use it again, but he eventually came back to it and just started writing about whatever came to his mind...
