Tendou found out.
I was talking to Semi kind of hinting about the shit going on right now
I asked him what he would do if I died, and oh my god this guy is not making it easy.
"I would cry for hours Shirabu, you're really important to me and I would hate to lose you. You're my best friend."
Hearing that hurt so much, and I guess whatever the hell flower thingy in my stomach could tell. I felt that familiar feeling of flowers coming up, and I just left.
Maybe Tendou figured out what I was implying because he followed after me, and even after I tried to shove him away, he told me he's sorry.
I really didn't know what to say. It didn't matter because the next moment there were flowers falling from my mouth, and he helped me to the bathroom.
I felt pathetic
After I was finally done throwing up fucking flowers he helped clean the blood off of me and hugged me.
I kinda just stood there for a minute until I started crying into his shoulder.
Then finally when I stopped sobbing he pulled me away.
He told me "Semi always liked Asters"
I smiled and nodded.
To be honest, it felt kinda nice to be able to talk about it.
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Red Carnations
FanfictionShirabu is excited because it is almost 4:20 am on 4/20/20 He's so excited he decides to document it in a journal He didn't think he would ever use it again, but he eventually came back to it and just started writing about whatever came to his mind...
