Yesterday was hell
Just looking at Semi made me want to cry
I thought when I saw him again, that I don't know...
That it would be okay
That maybe I could get over him, that I would be fine, that I could pretend none of this happened
But seeing him smile, and ask "are you okay Shirabu? I noticed you were gone the past 2 days."
There's no way I can't love that
He's the only person who's ever made me feel this way
Maybe I should just tell him
I could die yea, but even without this stupid disease, I'm sure everything would be awkward. I'll lose him either way if he says no
But a yes? A "yea Shirabu, I feel the same."
It would make the risk of death worth it
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Red Carnations
FanfictionShirabu is excited because it is almost 4:20 am on 4/20/20 He's so excited he decides to document it in a journal He didn't think he would ever use it again, but he eventually came back to it and just started writing about whatever came to his mind...
