May 19th

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There's pedals all over my bathroom

Blood in the sink

And tears running down my face



Pfft

So much for "it's not like you could die if they reject you."

I can't even think about him without feeling sick to my stomach

Why did this have to happen?

I skipped school the past 2 days

I don't know if I could even survive if I went today

Literally

Hanahaki fucking sucks

But I can't stop loving him, Semi is just...perfect

He's made me feel things I never have before. He's made me smile more then anyone else I've ever known, he's made such a huge impact on my life...and I can't just forget him

I don't understand.

Why me?

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