Time doesn't matter

2. First day of school

PAIGE POV

I'm extremely full when I finish eating breakfast. Chef Addie is literally the best. She makes the best food and I can't thank her enough.

I'm right on time to start heading to school. I say goodbye to everyone as I leave the house to find my car on the driveway. I open the door of my Range Rover— it's a very nice car and I'm super grateful for it. It's a smaller model than my parents' Range Rover, but it's perfect for a high school student.— I throw my black Jansport backpack on the passenger seat and start the car.

On the road I play my "On the Road" playlist that is actually no different than my normal playlist, it's full of Ed Sheeran, One Direction (and their solo stuff), Taylor Swift, Ariana, just all the good stuff.

When Canyon Moon by Harry Styles is playing, is when I start reaching the school parking lot. This in my opinion is the scariest yet most interesting scene.

I find my parking spot, it's next to Lou's spot on his left and the twins' spots next to him on his right. Conveniently, Charlie's is on my left.

And that's when I see it. The one and only, Charlie's car. He has a Mercedes Benz. I love it, I might like it just as much as I like the owner. As I get out of my car I head to the back to get a better view at this parking lot scene.

It's classic, exactly what you would expect in some sort of teen, rich kids movie.

I look to my left and see Lou and the twin already there talking. "Hey guys, what's up?" I ask joining the party I little late.

"Hi, Paige, um... here stand right here" Lou tells me with a nervous tone, positioning me in a spot where I can't enjoy this scene as well as I could where they are standing.

"Guys, watch going one?" I say going up to the twins and putting an arm around them. I turn them so we can all see this masterpiece and also desastre. It's practically tradition at this point. We always stare at all the random groups in the parking lot on the first day.

"Why are you guys being so weird?" I ask.

"It's just that-" Lou says, but gets interrupted by the look on my face.

I see it, my worst nightmare, I thought this was my year but fuck that, this is gonna be just as bad as last year, maybe even worse. What I'm witnessing right now is... it's so fucking irritating. I would get extremely mad with jealousy but I'm not like that.

The plan this year was to finally make my move on Charlie, to at least befriend him. Literally as long as I talk to him, it would make this the best year so far.

But I see him, he is leaning on Gina's mother fucking Jeep. With her tongue down his throat. They are practically fucking with clothes on in the middle of the parking lot. What in the actual fuck.

I stand there with my mouth agape. I'm at a loss of words. I see her hand pulling on the root of his hair with she grinds up on him. While he has both of his hands on her ass pulling her closer.

I'm still in shock, but if I'm being a hundred percent honest with myself, I might be about 90% angry and jealous and 10% turned on.

Ok so yeah it sucks that I'm witnessing this, but part of me can't help to think about how it would be if I was in her position. Would he touch me like that too?

I get my shit together and consult my reasonable side. He has no obligation to not be doing what that. I have no right over him. Ha can do whatever he wants and it's not my job to be mad at it. Although it does sting a little.

I relax and bring myself back to normal. I start to walk to the entrance since it's already time. "Age, are you ok?" I hear Wendy say. "It's ok to be mad"