Seoul Mate

Chapter IIIIIIIII; 50 hours of depression

I woke up to a rainy morning. I yawned and checked the clock; 10;35...10;35!??!?!? Were going to miss our plane! I shook rebekah awake, "Come on! Get up!"

She stirred alitlle, "What?"

"Get up! Weere going to be late!" I shouted as I threw a pillow at Alyssa, then Marissa.

"What the hell?" Alyssa asked, "We didnt miss our plane."

"Yes we did, well we will if you dont get your ass up! It leaves at 11."

"We pushed our flight back to Monday you lunitic." Rebekah said, laying back down.

"What?" I asked,"When was that decided?"

"Yesterday while you were with Jongwoon..." Marissa said.

"Oh."

Well obviously I wouldnt know about that. Everyone tried to go back to sleep but couldnt because of my shouting and pillow throwing. They got ready then went down to breakfast without me. I really didnt care, I need to be alone.

~Jongwoon (Yesung) POV~

I havent moved from my spot on the couch all night. Ive decided that Im not talking to anyone about anything until 11 o clock has past and I can attempt to start healing. I checked the clock; 11;15. Oh. I sat up and I saw that Im still alone, I kindof like it, I can think alittle clearer. Then Eunhyuk came out and said, "Going to see Rebekah."

"Rebekah?"

"Yeah, their flight got pushed back to Monday." He smirked and left.

.... I dont want to be alone anymore. Maybe I should go see Caitlin. No. Shed probably slam the door in my face if I was lucky enough for her to open the door. I want her back, I need her back, I never should have lost her in the first place.

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~Caitlins POV~

The past two days have been so awful that I am SO ready to go home. I tried not to think about never smelling Jongwoons cologne again, or about never holding his small hands in mine, or his soft lips lingering on my lips and neck...

Caitlin, STOP. You cant cry anymore or youll dehydrate yourself. I started to back my things up as Alyssa went to take a shower, Marissa going to check us out. Rebekah on the other hand was saying all her romantic-feely goodbyes to Eunhyuk now so she wouldnt in the airport.

I tried to ignore them but it was kindof hard. They werent being loud, it was just the fact of Eunhyuk telling her every sweet thing ever, then them kissing passionatly. I feel like a smoker who ran out of ciggerettes a week ago, please someone stop them before I lose my mind. The door unlocked and started to open and they ripped away, Thank you, Marissa.

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The drive to the airport was quiet. Marissa was reading, Alyssa was readin, and the rest of us where trying our damnest to keep from crying. When we arrived we walked through another mob and made it to our gate alittle early. Eunyhuk said goodbye to all of us and kissed Rebekahs head. She started to cry and he hugged her, "Its okay." He said.

God can we please leave? The doors opened for boarding and Eunhyuk let her go and turned to me, "Caitlin, Im sorry you and Jongwoon didnt work out."

"Its okay." I lied.

"I know you know it was arranged but I hope you can forgive him because he really does love-"

"IT WAS ARRANGED?!" i shouted. Oh my God it all makes sense.

"I thought you knew that-" He said.

"NO! NO I DIDNT!" I feel like a total bitch, "I gotta see him."

"Were leaving now Caitlin-- Caitlin come back!" Marissa called after me as I started for the main entrance.

I didnt make it far and I heard an angelic voice call, "Caitlin!"

My eyes watered at the sight of him. I ran to Jongwoon and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, "Im sorry, Im so sorry." I cried.

Jongwoon held me so tight I could barley breathe, but I didnt care. "I sorry. I shouldnt have said what I said." He sounded like he was crying too. I looked at him.

Jongwoon looked into my eyes, then cupped my face in his hands and kissed me roughly. I kissed him back and slid my hands downs so the rested on his hips. He pulled away slowly and I smiled for what felt like the first time in a really loong time, and he said, "Baby I love you."

There was only one word I could say in Korean and Im so happy that its this one, "Saranghae."

Jongwoon smiled and pulled me in for another hug. I was in my perfect world for a minute, then Alyssa reminded where I was and what is going on, "Caitlin, I hate to ruin this DearJohn moment here but the plane is almost done boarding."

I clutched Jongwoon tighter, "No, Im staying here.''

"No," He said walking me closer to the gate, "You have school."

"But I want to be with you." I said.

"I want to be with you too but you have to go..." He tucked my hair behind my ear. I could tell that this was killing him as much as it was killing me, so I didnt put up a fight and agreed to go. I pressed my lips against his once again and held him one more time as he told me to call him as soon as I landed.

I released my death grip and went back to my friends, back on the plane, and back to AMerica, a million miles away from the love of my life.

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