27 : i'm now a past

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"It just happened that i'm now a past."
—max

i
a letter from him came,
and now I felt the same pain,
i thought that Saturday's my rest,
but that day made me held my chest.
how come this feeling's so lethal?
it's been years, i still kept his journal,
Hugging his gift while gazing the stars
to settle, hoping for his new arrival.

ii
how come I still felt the sensation?
hoping that he felt the same emotion,
i thought i already moved on,
but I cried when I saw him on a dome.

iii
he's now happy with somebody,
i should feel the same, but still felt astray,
i thought my feelings are long gone,
but i sobbed when i saw them having fun.
i smiled at them, pretending to be okay,
i held their hands without any say,
I sighed, my tears are pooling behind their way,
And told myself, I am still okay.

iv
Inside that letter is his farewell,
A letter in the past that was sealed,
I howled again on my pillow beside the reel,
And realized that our love in the past
is now a tale.
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