I woke up and I put on some white pants with a white crop top and some white sandal heels with a denim jacket. I think I have such a cute fashion sense.
I walk downstairs seeing Justin about to leave.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"To hang out with friends" he said rudely.
"Can I come" I said trying to ignore how rude he was being.
"No" he yelled.
"What's your problem?" I asked him
"Your just on my ass every five seconds."
"What are you talking about Justin. You know what your bipolar. And you know you are." I yelled at him.
"Don't you yell at me you slut." he screamed at me and slapped my face.
I started crying.
"Baby I'm sorry" he said sweetly and tried hugging me.
"Get away from me you monster." I scream cried at him.
"Get in the car now!" He yelled at me.
I then ran in the passenger seat and curled into a ball.
"Stop crying or you can't come with me" he said while petting my hair like I'm an animal.
I then stopped crying but still sniffled.
"Here put these in baby girl" he said.
I then put in these eye drops so the they won't be red and took his sunglasses.
"You look cute baby" he says sweetly and I smile while looking up at him as he drives in traffic.
"Umm can I turn on the radio?" I asked shyly.
He nodded his head yes while concentrating on the road.
I then turned it on and it started playing my favorite song by Nicki Minaj and Rae called Thro So Mo.
I started singing along with the lyrics.
"A** fat, Ya I know, you just got cash, blow so mo, blow so mo, blow so mo, the mo you spend it, the fast it go, bad b*tches on the flo, it's raining hundreds thro so mo, thro so mo, thro so mo" I sang.
He started smiling and laughing.
"I told you I was part black." I said to him.
"I know" he said trying to stop laughing.
"What are we doing?" I asked him.
"We're just meeting up with some friends." he said.
"Okay!" I said.
We finally arrived to one of his friends mansion and it turns out there was only girls there and they were all super models. Kendall, Haley, Acacia, and Adriana and Selena Gomez. They were more girls.
"Hey Justy" Kendall said she then looked at me like I was a piece of trash.
"Who is she?" Haley asked.
"This is a model named Rachelle" Justin said.
"I've seen you before in a lot of runways and magazines." Adriana said sweetly.
"I thought you and Selena weren't like talking to each other anymore." I said.
Selena laughs at me and so does everyone else.
This girl name Yovanna came up to Justin and kissed his cheek and grabbed his butt and he grabbed hers.
I then kind of coughed because I was mad and I wanted to slap Justin but I know I shouldn't because it just would have ended badly.
I tried being sexy like the other girls but Justin wouldn't pay attention to me and it was on purpose.
"We're going to the mall" Justin said.
"Sounds fun lets go." I said.
"Oh there's not enough room in the car for her" Kendall said.
I gave her the I will murder you look with my eyes.
"Oh I guess you will just have to stay here or walk home" Justin said while smirking.
"You want me to walk home in heels." I asked like he was crazy.
"Watch your tone." he gritted through his teeth and clutched his hand.
I grabbed my Louis V purse and slammed the door shut while calling an Uber (basically like a taxi) and requested a big black SUV Cadillac.
Of course no one was able to pick me up not even an Uber so I had to walk home.
I had to walk home and it took me 4 hours.
I started to cry right when I got home.
I plugged my phone in and checked Justin's Instagram and it was him making out with all of the girls and I threw my i phone 6 across the room, but it didn't break at all. That's it I'm leaving and right when I was about to pull a suitcase out in came Justin Bieber pretending like nothing happened. I acted like he wasn't there and ignored him."What are you doing?" He asked.
"What does it look like you man whore." I said to him while crying.
"Your not leaving any where." he screamed at me.
"Watch me!" I yelled back at him.
He started clenching his fist but I pretending like I wasn't scared.
"Just watch you'll miss me and you'll come right back you slut." he screamed at me.
"Okay Baby I'll see you soon, because I loved being abused." I said in a whiney sarcastic way.
I then ran downstairs and Justin pulled me back by my waist.
"Don't leave me baby I need you." he said in a sarcastic sad way.
"I don't know why your being sarcastic because you actually really do need me and just wait Justin." I yelled at him.
He then started to kiss me and I pushed him off me.
"You perv I'm sixteen"
"It never seemed to bother you before." he said and smirked.
I just started to walk downstairs again.
"Where will you go?" He said pretending to be sad and made it really obvious. He is the biggest jerk in the world.
But that was an important question for me. where will I go. I don't even know myself.
"Okay enough of this, lets be adults" he said being serious.
What is wrong with him holy geez. I decided to go along with it.
"Okay you start" I said.
"You obviously saw my Instagram video and it was wrong of me to do all that stuff. I'm the biggest douche bag in the world who doesn't know how lucky he is to have a beautiful, intelligent, classy lady until she's gone. I'm so sorry Rachelle. I really am I will delete those videos immediately and I love you so much it's hard for me to explain. Life is just so hard on me, I was thrown into this lifestyle at the age of 12." he said about to cry.
"I know baby I'm sorry for not understanding. Come here." I said sweetly and heartfelt.
Justin then comes up to me and I hug him and pull him down to sit with me on the couches he lays his head on my lap and I play with his hair.

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Abusive (Justin Bieber)
FanfictionI can't help it. I'm in love with this guy that abuses me and uses me physically and mentally. I'm in love with him and he's in love with me I think and I can't leave him. These bruises all over my body that I see everyday will never change my mind...