In love with Spider-Boy

A/N

Posting on a Wednesday cause this isn't s chapter. For the last couple days I've been thinking about some things about this fan fiction. I started writing it with the idea of writing something good, something that would entertain the readers and something I wanted to enjoy and do in my free time.

In the beginning it was going well. I had written the first 4 chapters and everything felt great, until I decided to post it and continue writing it after I had posted the first few chapters. That was where I made a huge mistake. I didn't realize how much pressure it would be for me to upload every Sunday with school going on and everything and I also didn't think I'd get into a situation where I have to force myself to sit and write.

But that is exactly where we are now. Every week I don't have motivation to write at all, so I don't until Sunday comes. Then on Sundays I force myself to write because it just wasn't enjoyable for me. I kept on wondering why I wasn't enjoying it. After all I love writing and it has always been and always will be a part of me but something just didn't feel right with this fan fiction.

After a couple weeks of wondering I realized I just didn't like it. Every time I reread a chapter I tell myself it's okay, I tell myself I have tried and every time I just come to the realization I don't like it. I had so many plans for this book. I was planning on making a fan fiction about "Infinity war", "Endgame" and "Far from home", I even considered involving "No way home" but looking at how this turned out I don't think I'll do it. In the future I might but for now I'll focus on other things. Another thing I don't like is how slow things are going. Nothing has happened sice the beginning of the fan fiction except for a lot of panic attacks.

So what I've been trying to say this whole A/N is that I'm disabling "In love with Spider-Boy" because I don't like it and I don't want to continue to force myself to write. I have other plans for books and I'm not even sure if a lot of people will be interested in them but who knows?

I want to thank you guys so much for the reads and I can't explain how grateful I am that you decided to click on my fan fiction and check it out. So for those of you who are interested I won't be uploading for a while now while I work on what I've planned and then hopefully when I post the other books I've planned they'll be better and more people will read them. I love you guys!