In love with Spider-Boy

Chapter 14: Take a break

"Yeah, sure when?" I asked, my phone glued to my ear as I talked to MJ.

"How about tomorrow at one o'clock? Oh and bring Peter with you."

"Will do. See you tomorrow, girl"

"Bye, Y/N/N." MJ replied. I hung up and sat on my bed. It had been a month since we caught Dann and things had been a lot better to say the least. Dann, still hadn't given us any information and he started to annoy me with how much he continued to flirt with me even thought he knew nothing between us weren't real. Another thing that didn't go as planned were my feelings  for Peter. I knew by now that I felt something more for him than just a friend, but the problem was I wasn't sure. Everything was happening so fast. One moment I decide to sneak out and help with a mission and the other I like my best friend. Before I did anything, however, I needed to be sure I'm not just fooling myself and it's not just a stupid crush.

Also there was something only my brothers knew. Recently I had started to feel really off, really often. The normal things, like Frigga's dead for example had started to affect me much more than they used to. Almost every night I'd dream Odin being too hash on me ( I want to make one thing clear real quick. I don't specifically hate Odin, but he's not my favorite character either and tbh I thing he's the worst father someone can get, so sorry to all of you who like him) and I would also sometimes dream how disappointed Frigga would be from me if she were alive now. The fact that I still didn't know anything about that letter wasn't helping at all. I fucking hated it and knowing I couldn't do anything about it was making me want to scream and cry all day. The worst part was, I didn't know why I felt like that. 

I sighed and stood up from my bed, walked to Peter's room and knocked.

"Come in." His muffled voice said. I opened the door and saw him sitting on the bed on his phone. He looked up when he saw me.

"Oh, hey. What's up?" He asked.

"MJ wants to meet with me, you and Ned tomorrow." I said.

"Alright, when?" He asked.

"One o'clock at Delmar's." I answered.

"Are you okay, by the way? You've been kind of off recently." Peter said.

"Yeah, I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" I asked, making sure I looked normal. Over the years  of growing up with Odin, I had learned how to lie perfectly. Every day almost everyone would ask me if I were okay, which I obviously wasn't, but no one except my brothers knew.

"I know you've been crying a lot recently, I can hear your sobs through the wall." Peter continued. After that statement in my mind appeared only one thought. Shit! For some reason I didn't want the other Avengers to find out about my state.

"Y/N, you know you can tell me anything. What's wrong?" He asked. I sighed and walked to his bed.

"Well, as you can guess I haven't been feeling great recently. All the memories of Asgard come flooding in my mind at night. I love Asgard but while I was living there, there was one thing I absolutely hated." I said. Peter looked at me.

"What?" He asked.

"Odin." The simple word slipped out of my mouth. I expected Peter to look at me with disgust in his eyes. After all no matter how many times Odin had showed me, he didn't love me, Peter didn't know that. However, all Peter's eyes contained was sympathy. He placed a reassuring hand on my arm.

"Sometimes I just remember when all the Ragnarok situation had started. Me, Thor and Loki had walked to Odin and he'd started talking to us .What made me hate him was that he said: I love you my sons. He never included me." I said quietly. Tears stained my eyes and blurred my vision as I desperately tried not to cry in front of Peter again, however, I failed. The tears escaped my eyes and streamed down my face. I felt Peter rub my back and I rested my head on his shoulder.

"You know Odin was a jerk, right?" Peter asked. I chuckled slightly through my tears and looked  at him.

"If he didn't see potential in you, then screw him. From the time you've been here, all I know is you're one of the most powerful Avengers. You can easily take most of us down and not to mention your personality. You're absolutely amazing."  Peter said. I couldn't help but smile at his words. Peter was my best friend and I was so happy I had him in moments like this one. I could always come to him and talk and I knew he wouldn't mind it at all.

"Thank you, Pete. Means a lot really." I said. 

"You know, I never really thanked you for showing me Delmar's." I said as Peter and I approached the store.

"Well, you said it made good sandwiches, so it's fine." Peter said. I smiled and shook my head as we opened the door.

"Ladies first." I said jokingly. Peter laughed and pushed me inside the little shop. Ned and MJ were sitting at a table talking and laughing.

"Peter!" Ned said. He walked to Peter and they did their normal, yet confusing handshake. MJ stood up too and hugged me. Over the last few months, me Ned and MJ had become really good friends. We talked and met every few days, doing something different every time. Today was a movie day, but not just a normal movie day. We were watching f/m (your fav movie. Sorry for not saying what the movie is, just my fav movie apart from Marvel is Harry Potter, but idk if you like it or not, so yeah). I've been wanting to watch it for a while but since I've been living on Earth for about a year I never ha the chance to and I've heard a lot of good views about it.

"Are you guys ready to go?" Ned asked.

"Yup, let's go." I answered. 

We walked in Ned's apartment and into his room. We'd been here quite a few times over the last months. The only place, where we haven't been was at my home. Ned and MJ knew I was an Avenger and an Odinson but that also meant they knew we couldn't go to my house, mainly because I didn't want them to meet with all the weird asgardians.

"Alright should I turn on the movie?" Ned asked. 

"Get the snacks first, no one likes to watch a movie without snacks." MJ said. 

"Alright, be right back." Ned said. When he returned with popcorn, chips and chocolate we all sat down and started watching. Honestly, this movie was amazing!

A/N: Looks like I lied. Before I get in to this insanely long A/N, I want to ask you to read my announcements because there I say if I don't post a chapter and why I don't post it. Okay! This chapter was really short and sadly I won't be uploading another chapter today. I know I was supposed to and I'm really sorry. Now why? First today I wasn't really feeling like writing and during the week I wasn't either, so I kinda forced myself to write and obviously it didn't turn out to be good. I had really big plans for this chapter, but it all turned into a four page chapter, where nothing really happens. I'll try to upload during the week, but if I don't please don't be mad at me. I'm also busy with school, so I hope you understand why I don't upload so long chapters. Now the only thing left to say is that next chapter should be longer and much better than this one. I'm sorry this A/N was so long but thank you for reading it. Have a great week!