part of me (billie dean howard x reader)

chapter twenty six

chapter twenty six - jealousy
content warning : smut

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when you got home billie did in fact fuck you until you were shaking and crying.

"are you tired darling?" billie asked, kissing your forehead.

you nodded weakly, being completely drained of energy.

"alright, let's get you ready for bed then."

she left the room briefly and came back with a tee shirt and a wet cloth. she cleaned the inside of your thighs and anywhere else that your juices had gotten.

"put this on my love." she handed you the tee shirt.

you took it from her and slid it on, and then laid back down. billie climbed into bed behind you, spooning you.

"are you alright?"

you nodded.

"i'm just tired."

"okay." she stroked your head. "you would tell me if it was too much right?"

"billie, i promise it wasn't. i had fun."

"i just wanted to make sure you were okay."

"i promise i would tell you if i thought it was too much."

there was a quiet moment between you two.

"should we talk about earlier?" you asked, breaking the silence.

"what about it?" she asked, and you could feel her tense up.

"you seemed genuinely upset about the whole michael thing. i'm sorry if i took it too far."

"no, it's not you. i just get," she took a deep breath. "insecure? i don't know it's stupid."

"it's not stupid, tell me."

"are you going to leave me?"

"what? why would i do that?"

"you're so young, you should be out partying and drinking not stuck with me."

"billie." you turned around and faced her.

her face was broken, almost like the night you broke up with her, as if she expected you to do it again right then.

"i love you so much." you tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. "i would never leave you. the time we've spent together is the most fun i've ever had and i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world."

"i love you y/n."

"i love you too." you kissed her shoulder. "i will never ever leave you."

"i'm sorry i slapped you earlier, i went a little too far."

you were suddenly aroused again and much less tired at the thought of her.

"i found it pretty hot." you whispered, straddling her waist.

"baby, you said you were tired."

"i'm fine."

"promise? if you're tired i don't want you to overwork yourself."

"i promise i am fine billie."

your hand snaked its way down her shorts and landed right on her center.

"fuck." she groaned.

it wasn't often that you had billie under you, but when you did it was amazing.

you removed your hands from her pants and began to kiss her collarbones. her hand drifted down to her center and you quickly grabbed it.

"don't even think about it." you hissed.

"you're not the boss of me." she chuckled.

"oh yes i am. you belong to me as long as i'm on top of you."

you had no idea where this dominant side of you was coming from, but you liked it.

"is that so?" she asked condescendingly.

you didn't have the time to argue with her. two of your fingers plunged into her center.

"oh fuck." she grabbed a fistful of your hair, tugging roughly.

"does that feel good?"

she nodded quickly and arched her back. after only a few minutes she squeezed her eyes shut and you could feel her tighten around your fingers.

"i'm gonna cum." she moaned loudly, and you couldn't help but smirk.

oh no you're not.

you slipped your fingers out of her and slowly licked them clean, forcing billie to watch. she had a look on her face that a toddler would get if you told them they couldn't get a toy.

"you don't like that, do you?" you whispered, getting close to her ear.

"you're a little brat." she pouted. "you know that right?"

"i just like pissing you off."

she pushed you off of her and pinned your hands above your head while straddling your waist. you thought she might slap you again, or maybe tie you up, but instead she began to tickle you.

"stop it!" you squirmed underneath her.

"never."

you hated being tickled.

"billie!" you gasped trying to stop laughing. "stop!"

she stopped tickling you and leaned close to your face.

"did that teach you your lesson?"

you nodded and she smiled warmly.

"i love you so much." she whispered, still smiling.

"i love you too."

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authors note : holy shit i think im gonna do something super super big in the next chapter!!