Wrong Gender (BoyxBoy)

The Funeral

It's funny to me how people act like your invisible, but when you die everyone seems to know you. Even though this is my best friend's funeral I am so ready for this shit to be over. I'm just tired of the fake smiles and the fake ass sympathy. And my mother? Oh to the gods. All she have been doing is nagging me about how I shouldn't go out partying alone and how she doesn't want me to end up like my best friend. What she fail to realize is that I am a lot more careful than my best friend and I am responsible somewhat ... believe it or not.

The funeral went by quick and so did the repast. To be honest, I just wanted to go home and relax. I needed some drugs...some weed...some something. Right when it was time to go I seen Al'Tariq Meekings coming in my direction. Things couldn't get any better. I had had a crush on Al and I think he had one on me too. Al was a thug boy and my mother hated him, I think that's what made me attracted to him even more. I didn't really want to be in a committed relationship with him because he was a man whore, but then again I did want to be with him.

"How you feeling lil mama?" Al said, with a sexy grin on his face.

"Like I need to get high!" You got bali on you now or no?"

"Yeah, but you should come over my crib later... so we could smoke together... and maybe I can get your mind off of all this funeral shit."

"Al don't you have a girl friend to be mining to. You always trynna fuck something... please go ahead."

"I'm not liking your attitude yo!"

"Whatever! Please go the fuck ahead."

"You coming over or not?"

"YES!"

"Oh aighhhhhh, that's what I thought." He said, walking away with a smile on his face.

Although, he had a girlfriend I still messed around with him. I mean... me and the girl not cool so it didn't really make me any difference. Al had a special place in my heart...and he also knew my secret.

I just can't believe that I am actually moving out of St. Louis. I can't even see myself nowhere else. I'm going to have to make new friends and lord knows my ass isn't friendly what-so-ever. And what about Al? I already lost my best friend I don't want to lose him too. When I go over to his house later, he isn't gonna believe this shit. Welp, we'll see what happens.