Chapter 7 - Tell me, will this end?

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By the taste of his lips, and his grip on my body I know exactly who it is. He is rough, yet so passionate. He kicks the door closed behind.

"I missed your sweet lips" he speaks against my lips before kissing me again.

"I missed yours" I reply in between.

He lifts me up and carries me into my kitchen to put me down on the counter. I drag off his hat before stroking my fingers in between his curly hair.

"I wish you didn't just leave me, even though It's quite hot when you come to my house and I'm all unknowed about it" I smile.

"If I had a choice of not leaving all the time, I would choose that, you know babe"

"Just don't leave me again"

"You know I can't promise that"

"I felt so.... cheap, like you just came in her, did me, and walked out"

"But I didn't have a choice"
"I know, but I still felt it"

"Let me make it better babe"

"If you can find a way to make it better, go for it" I say, pretending that I am angry at him.

He starts kissing my neck. His soft lips against my skin feels as If I'm in heaven. It turns me on so badly. I bite my lip in pleasure. "Continue..." I whisper.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. I kiss him while I start unbottoning his shirt. He carries me into my bedroom and lays me down on the bed before he lays on top on meHe is so different from other guys I've been with before. He is mysterious, passionate, and such an incredible kisser.

As we are kissing I unbuckle his belt, and unbotton his pants. His pants falls down on the floor and I starts massaging his hard bulge. He moans into my mouth, and it turns me on so. I quickly unbotton my pants as well. I want him inside me now. I need him.. 


We both pass out on the bed beside each other. I take one deep breath , and continue staring at the cieling.

"Will this ever end?" I ask. The insecurity whether or not it will come to an end creates a big knot in my stomach. I don't want it to stop, ever. 

"Between us?"

I notice in my side sight that he looks over at me.

"Yes... But also what you are doing"

He sighs. "I don't know"


I look over at him, and I notice the pain in his eyes. Obviously I cannot imagine what he is going through. Living in danger everyday.

 "If that gang finds you. What will happen?"  

"I don't want to talk about it." With that, the tension changed making me utterly uncomfortable. I honestly don't know what to talk to him about. Genuinly, I don't know much about this man other than his name, and a part of the reason why he is so mysterious. Maybe I shouldn't bother him, just let him be for a little while.

Without saying anything more I get up from the bed. I feel his eyes on me as I walk over to my closet to take my robe. We don't exhange one word, and I leave the bedroom feeling somewhat annoyed by the silence.

I start making some food, and minutes later I hear him coming out from the bedroom. I feel him coming closer to me, and I don't turn around cause I don't want eye contact with him yet. Suddenly I feel his hand removing my hair to the other side, and his lips on my neck. I bite my bottom lip.

"I have to go" he whispers at my neck making my body tingle.

"Will you be back?" I say before spinning around.

"You know that I don't know"

"You are driving me crazy!" I admit and he can't help but smirk at me. I role my eyes, smiling.

"That's what I do" He leans in, kissing my lips tenderly. He turns around and walk towards the door. Before he leaves, he sends me a wink.

And then he was gone again. Leaving me alone, uncertain if he ever would come back. 

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A/N

Hope you all can forgive me for being late! Have had some difficult months now, and I had to put writing to the side. But, I am back now and I will try to update as much as I can!

Love you all xo


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