Drown For Me//Colson Baker

ten!

Colson called 911 during my episode, he felt like he couldn't help me, which he couldn't. But it ended up being a seventy-two-hour hold in the hospital for me after they dressed my wounds properly. I'm kind of embarrassed, but also grateful. I hope Casie didn't know what was going on. It's not the kind of thing I want her to find out about.

The hold was lonely, I wasn't able to contact anyone. It was hard sleeping on my own, even though it was only three days. I was used to Colson's arms around me and it didn't help that it was cold there. But when it was over, and they notified Colson to come to pick me up, I felt like it had been forever.

When I laid eyes on him I couldn't help but let a genuine smile spread across my face, but it struck me what I had put him through that night. What he had to see.

I engulf him in a tight hug, "I'm so sorry," I said as he kissed my head.

"It's okay, Valarie." He replied hugging me in the parking lot of the hospital.

"I missed you," I looked up at him as he smiled softly down at me, he leaned down and placed his lips on mine.

It felt like the first time, butterflies in my stomach erupted as he held me close.

We went home and he decided to have a movie night with just me and him while Casie stayed with one of her friends for the night. I agreed happily but wanted to take a shower as soon as I got home. He wouldn't let me shower alone, he sat on the counter and played games on his phone and we talked as I showered.

When I got out of the shower, he wrapped a towel around me. He treated me like I was fragile the whole night. It was comforting but also kind of annoying. I had brought it on myself though.

He picked out my movie night outfit. It happened to be the shirt and sweats that he had given me the night of his party. Where this whole thing started.

I looked at it in his hands and blushed, remembering that whole night and what it entailed.

"What?" He asked, I looked up at him and shook my head.

"Nothing," I replied grinning while my face stayed a shade of pink. I grabbed the clothes from his hands and dropped the towel, His eyes looked over my body while his mouth opened a little.

"You're so beautiful," He whispered reaching out and pulling me forward from my hips. I sucked in a breath before he put his lips on mine. He slowly grazed my body with his fingers before reaching my face. He had one hand on my face and the other on my back, guiding me back to the bed.

He laid me down gently, crawling over me. His eyes never left mine.

Something about what he was doing wasn't familiar to me. He was giving me looks that I had never seen from him, they were sweet. The lust in his eyes was tainted with care and something else. He kissed me softly and slow, not like anything he had done before.

My hands lifted to his shirt, tugging it off of him myself. Then my hands fumbled with the waistband of his pants until he slid both his underwear and pants off himself.

Colson kissed my lips and traveled down my throat, the center of my breasts, my stomach until his mouth was hovering over my core. I sucked in a breath before closing my eyes as he gently kissed it.

He began licking and sucking in my clit softly. My back arched a little as he began to make my orgasm build up.

"Colson," I moaned running a hand through his hair pushing his face into me not realizing it. He stopped, Looking at me as he came up, kissing me with my juice still on his face. I tasted myself on him as he slowly stuck himself into me. He looked at me as my face turned and my eyes squeezed shut. He put his head to my ear and said, " I love you."

He stopped entirely, still inside of me. I looked at him, finally realizing what the look in his eyes was.