Part thirty-one

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is this what death feels like?

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is this what death feels like?

it's so dark, so quiet and so peaceful.

if this is death then i wanna stay here because i'm tired, i'm tired of feeling weak and used, i'm tired of feeling trapped.

i wanna be me but the question is who am i?

i didn't grow up to find my hobbies or what i loved, i never had the chance to find myself, so here i am with nothing on me.

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"when will she wake up?" the voice was so faint but i still heard it.

i tried to reach out but i felt stuck.

the darkness consumed me leaving no way out, is this what i wanted? to be left in the darkness with no light, with no one even if i'm in peace?

i tried pulling myself out of this dark hole but i felt myself falling deeper. fuck no please athena wake up.

"sir please keep a good distance from her" another voice spoke, i wasn't familiar with this voice.

"she has been out for a day wake her the fuck up or i'm killing you and these fucking nurses" the voice so deep and raspy, i knew who it belonged to but i hated the fact that i knew.

he hurt me, he humiliated me, he embarrassed me and treated me like shit.

and yet when i hear his voice my heart skips a beat.

yet when i see him holding elijah i feel myself smiling.

"okey sir i will try my best but please step out" the unfamiliar voice now shaky and unsteady, probably fearing for their lives, don't get me wrong i would fear him too if i cared for my life but i really not.

i feel like i'm burning and with each breath i take it hurt, maybe i should stop breathing.

or maybe i should stop making suicidal jokes.

"athena" a voice spoke, "look you have to wake up okey? i kinda miss you" emilio said.

"don't forget about me i miss you too and guess who else? elijah your fucking son" marco adds and i wanted to try, i was willing to try.

with pain shooting through my body, i tried and opened my eyes the pain never stopping.

i whimpered feeling everything at once, every little pain.

"nursey she is awake!" marco shouts gasping, i heard movements and soon the lights was covered with faces, asking me if i was okey and helping me sitting up.

after a couple of tests they left the room leaving me with the three musketeers, if i wasn't in pain i would have laughed right in their worried looking faces.

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