meant to be (on going!!)

part four

it's been a week since me and Elijah had moved into our own home and it's been fucking amazing.

i have gotten us some furniture for our rooms,  and a couch along a table and some other stuff for the living room and some dishes for the kitchen, spending a good amount out of my savings.

just couldn't hold myself back after all it's my first own home.

also did you know a fucking pillow costs 30$??

what the actual fuck?

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"hi my name is Angelina Thomas" i greet the owner of this beautiful small coffee shop.

i have been looking for a job after the second day in the Apartment and the moment i saw this coffee shop just three street down i wanted to apply, in which i did and now i'm having an interview.

Yes i do use a fake name, gotta play it safe.

"lovely name dear, i'm Martha the owner" she tells me with a soft smile, she had a gorgeous smile by the way.

"nice to meet you" i smile back.

"so you looking for a job yeah?" she titles her glasses up and gazes at me making me kind of nervous not gonna lie.

"exactly yeah i just moved here and i have to pay my rent somehow, oh and i fell in love with the coffee shop right away it's so lovely" i ramble, shit i should stop talking so fucking much.

she smiles, a big smile to be exact.

"great you are in when can you start?"

hold on what wait what.

"i'm- i have the job?" i gasps out, "yes you do so Monday next week?" she chuckles softly making me nod.

"yes Monday perfect uhm ten am?" i ask and she nods as a respond.

"great thank you so much see you on monday!" i wave goodbye and make my way out of the shop, is it really this easy? holy shit this is my first ever job, damn.

my smile did not leave my face today, i hadn't had such a happy day in so long.

I'm loving this, but don't go ahead of yourself Athena.

**

After getting some Groceries at this cute little supermarket i made my way back to the Apartment.

walking in i call for my son in which he comes running down the stairs hand in hand with luna.

I met Luna a while ago while going around San Diego and i found out she was a babysitter so whenever i needed someone to look over Elijah, she was my first option to go with, i trust her.

"i hope he was a good boy?" i smile while putting the bags on the kitchen counter and then turning to pick up Elijah.

"yes mommy i good!" he gasps.

"of course baby you always a good boy mhm?" i scan his face slowly and brush his curls back.

"he was as always" luna adds in making me smile.

"thank you luna, wanna stay for dinner?" i sit Elijah on the counter before turning my attention onto Luna.

"oh no thank you, my boyfriend is picking me up" she smiles while packing her bag up "you sure?" i ask frowning slightly.

"i'm sorry but yeah he's taking me out" she answers with a soft smile making me nod, after that she kisses Elijah goodbye and give me a soft hug before making her way out the Apartment.

after hearing the click of the closing door i turn back to Elijah "hungry?" i raise my brows and fix his hair, he nods.

"mhmmm what should we eat mi amor?" i slowly start sorting out the groceries while waiting for his answer.

"nuggies!" he squeals wiggling around, almost giving me a heart attack. "Elijah stop you will fall!" i gasps which made him laugh.

his laugh god his laugh was music to my ears.

"but nuggies mommy!" he pouts, i grab his face leaving soft and aggressive kisses on his face, "i just wanna eat you!" i smile brightly kissing his forehead long while he let a loud giggle.

"Okey chicken nuggets and fries?" i pull away before i actually eat him. i watch him nod making me nod back.

"on it captain" i smile at him in which he returns making little dimples appear on his cheeks.

turning around i take out the nuggets and fries packages that i had just put in the refrigerator and put them in the deep fryer, that shit costed me 100$.

i sit two plates along with two cups and fill them each with ice tea, peach.

Five minutes later, me and Elijah sat on our terrace enjoying our lazy dinner while we made stupid ass jokes.

these kind of moments makes me realize how much i would do for him, i wanna make his life the best, i want him happy, but can i do that all? am i capable of doing so?

we will have to find out Athena.

**

"so mommy has a job baby i won't be home for a couple of hours on specific days" i tell him.

we where laying on the mattress cuddled up together, while i played with his hair.

he loved it.

"why?" he pouts.

we both had separation anxiety and i hated it, i passed it onto him mi pequeño Príncipe.

"you will stay with Luna and play with her mi amor just so mommy can work yeah?" i kiss his forehead, "when i'm back we will have so much fun" i stroke his cheek and watch him drift into his sleep.

in one moment he's all hyped and in the other his fast asleep, i will never understand.

"i love you so fucking much amor" i whisper not wanting to wake him up, "so fucking much" i sigh and pull him closer into my chest before leaning back and looking up at the ceiling.

i waited for sleep to take over me but sleep never came.

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