A new beginning

Chapter 20

(Before I write yes Ik Matt doesn't but for the sake of the story I had to Also another song recommendation play never be alone by shawn anyways here we go)
Matt's pov
I made about three more slashes for three more things hurting nichole, I couldn't do anything to change this, and I didn't believe the girls. I put the blade down and sat there I wiped my wrist off it was not bleeding no more I pulled my sleeve down. And I drove back to the hospital I made sure to hide the razors. I walked in and callie was the only one in the waiting room "where is everyone" I asked "seeing nichole" she says and I walk over to the desk I ask her for the room she tells me and I head back I reach the room and walk in everyone is silent the doctor is punching buttons and the nurses are undoing IVs and things. "What's going on" I ask shawn and nash walk me out of the room. Once we are out shawn looks at me "Nichole's parents have decided to not let her suffer and they are pulling the plug" shawn says "what" I yell I start to run towards the room but shawn and nash hold me back. But I'm still fighting against them. "HOW HOW CAN YOU DO THAT DONT YOU LOVE HER AND WANT HER TO STAY YOURE BASICALLY KILLING HER SHE HAS A CHANCE BUT YOURE TAKING THAT AWAY WE ALL LOVE HER SO YOURE TAKING HER AWAY FROM US HOW CAN YOU DO THAT" I yell starting to cry "MATT" shawn yells "MATT DUDE CALM DOWN ITLL BE OKAY" nash yells I look at him "OK?!?! ITS GONNA BE OKAY?!?! HOW CAN IT BE OK SHES GOING TO LEAVE US SHES DYING NICHOLE WONT BE WITH US AND YOU CALL THAT OKAY SHES CHANGED OUR LIVES SO MUCH ALL FOUR OF THEM HAVE AND YPUR JUST GONNA LET HER GO HOW CAN YOU DO THAT HOW IS THAT EVEN CLOSE TO OKAY " I yell at him getting in his face. "Matt chill ok yea it's gonna be tough but she'll be in a better place" Shawn says "NO I WONT BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE OK WITH JUST LETTING HER GO" I yell at them "HOW HOW ARE YOU OK-" I start but I start crying and lean against the wall across from her room and slide down. And just look at her room and sob nash and shawn try to help me up but I push them away soon it's quiet and the beeping turns into a constant beep. Jack cries and everyone walks out but i stay after a few mins I stand up and walk over in her room and pull a chair up beside her bed and hold her hand I feel bad for Jack he's gone and lost right now I can tell. I kiss her hand and lay hold it and lay me head on her bed I cry more. The doctor walks in "I'll give u a minute" he says and walks out I look at her I'm gonna miss my sister a lot. I raise up and kiss her cheek and walk out of the room. And as I'm walking down the hall I glance over my shoulder And see the and empty hallway I turn my head back forward and keep walking while tears run down my face.