A new beginning

Chapter 33

Nichole pov
I wake up and put on clothes. I walk downstairs and see gilinsky and nash pointing at me laughing "what " I ask "nothing" nash says and smirks "tell me" I beg "why you should know" nash says "tell me he go easy or hard" gilinsky asks "what?!?!" I ask and run to the living room where Jack was I step in front of him and stare at him. He laughs "sorry babe guess we were loud" he says and smirks I smile then walk back to nash and gilinsky. I walk in and they snicker "you may laugh but I know you're jealous bc U missed out on this " I say pointing at me "she's right" Jack says walking in I flip them off and walk off

That night I got bored so I go to Matt's house I text him if I can he says sure door is open. I go to his house I walk to the door and go in all happy and doing a dance. "Mattchu" I yell in a baby voice. No answer. Well that's weird. "Matt " I holler looking around. "Hello" I ask I walk upstairs and look in his room still no Matt. I go back to the hallway and stand there wondering where's he's at starting to get worried. Then in the quiet I hear a weak breath "Matt" I ask again no answer I walk down the hall and open the bathroom door and in the moonlight I see Matt "what are you doing" I ask and turn on the light just to see him sitting there his wrist bleeding like crazy and a blade in the other hand and his shirt bloody and him crying "Matt" I ask weakly almost crying he looks at me and it hit me like a train I saw the pain in his eyes it's like he wanted me to feel it I drop to my knees "Matt why" I ask crying he just gets that far distance look "MATT NO" I say and go to him he looks at me I help him up and make him stand there I cleaned his wrist as he cried and then I lifted his shirt up and he took it off. Wow. That's all I have to say even thru the scars he looks good I mean no abs but oh well. I smile and clean him up. Then I look at him and he looks away and hides his face "Matt look at me please" I say he shakes his head "no" he says I turn him towards me and see a busted lip and a small bruise. "Matt?" I ask weakly he cries and I hug him "who did this" I ask he shakes his head and buries it in my neck "Matt tell me " I say he pulls away and looks at me "Gilinsky" he says "what he would never" I start "he went out and got high then he came by here talking trash about people and I got mad so I told him to stop and he got mad and beat me" he says "who? Who was he talking about" I ask "you and emilee" Matt says I look him in the eyes he leans and I thought he was gonna kiss me but just kissed me on the cheek "you're my sister and emilee is one of my best friends" he says I smile "thanks now come with Me" I say and we head to the jacks house where everyone else was we walk in and nash Hayes and cameron on the couch "GILINSKY GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN HERE" I yell and both jacks come downstairs gilinsky stares at Matt hateful. "NO YOU DEAL WITH ME YOU ASSHOLE " I yell going up to him he looks at me "YEA NOW EXPLAIN WHY THE HELL YOU BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MATT" I yell "because he started cussing me out" he says by now everyone was downstairs staring "OH SO IT WASNT BC YOU WERE HIGH AS FUCK AND WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND EMILEE OR WAS THAT BEFORE" I yell at him "just chill ok" gilinsky says "NO I WILL NOT FUCKING CHILL 1) YOU TALKED SHIT ABOYT ME AND MY SISTER 2) YOU BEAT MY BROTHER" I yell "um " he says "um hell to the fuck no bitch ok why don't you shut the fuck up with your excuses and apologize to me emilee and Matt huh?" I say "sorry" he says I slap the shit out of him he holds his cheek and looks back at me "oh sorry did I hurt UR perfect jawline or was it your fuckboy attitude" I say "he swings at me but I dodge it "oh hell nah nigga " I say and kick him in the balls he falls I look at everyone "I guess I'm done here I rest my case" I say and walk outside