Transnoblade- •Sbi• (On Ao3 As Well)

Chapter 5

|Technoblade POV|

"So what brings you here today." The doctor asked. He sat down in his chair and looked over the forms.

"Rose would you like to explain, as I wasn't really there?" Phil asked me. I nodded and took a deep breath.

"So I was sitting at the dinner table by myself because I," I looked down at the floor then whispered, "refused to eat." The doctor scribbled something's on a paper.

"Continue."

"I had kinda been rude to Phil, and Wilbur was obviously upset about it." I looked up and Phil looked sad and slightly proud of me.
"So Wilbur said some... Offensive, things and I just lashed out I guess."

"What exactly happened when you lashed out?" The doctor asked. I looked up at him.

"I wanted to grab a knife." I said plainly. I heard Phil take a deep breath. I glanced over to see him looking so lost and confused.

"Did you?"

"No."

The doctor scribbled some more things on the paper. "What happened after that?"

"Wilbur said my eyes turned red, but I don't know. I ended up blacking out for a bit."

"Okay, so it says on your papers here." He started. The fact that I didn't know which paper he was talking about made me nervous.

'please don't be the one I filled out'

"It says that you've experienced voices?" I sighed  in relief. I nodded and started fidgeting with my fingers. "Okay, have you experienced anger issues before?" He asked. He sounded as if he were making fun of me.

"Yes." I mumbled he nodded then wrote. This went on for a few moments, he'd ask a question I'd answer it and he'd nod and write.

Soon he looked up and sighed. "I don't know what could explain your eyes changing color but, it seems that your voices may have something to do with this."

'no shit Sherlock'

"Phil, could you please step out of the room?" The doctor  asked. Phil nodded then slowly walked out of the room. Once Phil was out the doctor started.

"So it says on the sheet you filled out that you checked off male." My heart started to race slightly. "Was that a mistake or are you transgender?"

"I'm trans." I whispered. The doctor nodded.

"Does Phil know?" I shook my head. "Alright that's all I needed to ask." The doctor stood up and opened the door. I saw Phil standing across the hallway, it looked like he didn't even want to know what the doctor said.

"Ok so, did you guys buy the prescribed medication for the voices yet?" The doctor asked while Phil sat down.

"Yes, Dr. Phillips sent some too us." Phil's answered.

"Has she started taking them yet?"

"Nope." I answered for Phil.  The doctor nodded.

"Start taking them and see if your anger issues get better, if they don't come see me. I have a feeling they will get better as the voices won't be in control." At this point I zoned out. The doctor was just stating the obvious.

He acted like I didn't know that the voices were dangerous, or that they weren't going to make me want to kill. Then something interrupted my thoughts.

"You ready to go?" Phil asked. I could tell he was exhausted. I nodded then followed him out of the room.

Once we stepped out I saw Tommy leaning on Wilbur and he was passed out. I smiled to myself, this family was so peaceful, well, except for me.

Wilbur looked a little scared as I walked out of the door behind Phil. "What'd he say?" Wil asked Phil. 

"He just asked some questions Wil, it's not important." Phil replied. Wilbur sighed and looked at the floor.

"Tommy fell asleep like halfway through," Wilbur said quietly.

"I can carry him out to the car if you'd like." I offered. Wilbur glared at me.

"Why? So you can almost kill him too?!" He growled. Phil looked extremely upset at what he had said.

"Wilbur!" Phil said sternly. Wilbur rolled his eyes. "Don't say that." Phil warned again.

"Dad she literally tried to kill me!"

"I did not!"

"THEN WHAT HAPPENED THERE HUH?" Wilbur screamed. Tommy jumped to his feet and looked confused. He looked around.

'im ready to beat this kids ass.' Tommy looked over and carefully walked over to Phil who was in utter shock.

One of the lady's at the front desk came up to us.

"What happened there was out of my control." I said through my teeth.

"Is there a problem here?" The nurse asked. She looked just as confused as Tommy.

"I- I'm sorry-" Phil said quickly. "Something happened and now they're fighting about it," I glared at Phil, he knew that wasn't true.

"Oh ok, I'm sorry you two but try to keep it down." The nurse said. Wilbur rolled his eyes again.

"Ok we'll try." I replied.

"Let's. Go." Phil said as the nurse was walking away. I shook slightly. He hadn't seemed like the type to get this upset.

Tommy looked still very confused and looked at me with a questioning look. I sighed and shrugged trying to tell him that even I barely knew what the hell just happened.

Wilbur stood next to me and the second we reached the parking lot and pushed me. Phil was infront of us and hadn't seen so I tried ignoring him, I didn't want to be sent back again.

Once we reached the car Wilbur got in and slammed the door shut. He sat in the front passenger seat and kept glaring back at me.

"What the hell was that Wil?!" Phil asked angrily as we pulled out.

"It's not my fault!" He yelled at Phil. "You fostered this stupid brat who tried to kill me! Of course I'm going to get mad!"

"Wilbur! It's not her fucking fault and you know that!" Phil was insanely upset at this point.

"Why do you care about her more than me! I could've gotten hurt and shes the one getting all the sympathy?!" That was my breaking point.

"Wilbur you so fucking lucky! You get all the attention in the world! You've never felt what it's like to be truly alone! The one time I slip up you get all upset and say that Phil cares more about me! He's been there for you for most of your life and this is how you fucking repay him?!" I yelled. Everyone went silent for a while.

"Once we get home everybody's going to bed and I don't want to hear anything until I've made breakfast tomorrow about you two fighting." Phil said angrily as he pulled into the driveway.
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1118 words. Kinda a dark chapter-