I didn't know what I should say. My heart was telling me to say no but the tingling sensation in my body, along with the wet liquid pooling in between my legs, was telling me to say yes. My body was wanting to give in to him, to let him have his way with me, but my heart wanted to just get up and leave. My heart was beating out of my chest and my breathing started getting deeper. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked." He said, getting up from the couch. I quickly stood up and called out to him. "Wait!" He turned to me slowly. "Yes...please." No sooner than the words come out of my mouth he briskly walked over to me and pressed his lips against mine. I hesitated for a moment before returning his kiss. I threaded my hands in his hair and his lay on my waist. We parted from one another out of breath. He pressed his forehead against mine and pulled me close. "Are you sure you want this Adriana? If you say no, I'll stop." I didn't trust my words so instead I tugged on his hand. I pulled him behind me and led him to my room.
I wasn't wearing anything top wise under the zipper jacket I wore. I unzipped it and slowly let it lower off my shoulders. My body tingled as Mikey kissed and sucked on the area in the crook of my neck. "Adriana...you're so beautiful." I cried out when his teeth came into contact with my skin. "Don't... don't call me that. You don't call me that." I shakily said. My legs felt like they were turning to jello beneath me. His hot breath traveled up my neck to my ear and he nibbled on it softly. "I love you... Ari." I shuddered in his embrace. A moan fell from my lips when he cupped my breasts and began massaging them. "I hoped I could do it. I wanted to stop loving you. I knew you would be better off if I did. But I just couldn't." His left hand remained on my breast while his right dipped in my pants. I threw my head back into his shoulder as he rubbed me over my panties. "Your wet." He said. I could feel him practically smirk into my cheek. My breath caught in my throat when he slid his hand inside my panties, inserting a finger into my core. "Mikey...ahh." I couldn't even form a coherent sentence. My whole body felt like it was on fire.
He removed his hand from me pants causing me to whimper. He turned me in his arms and kissed me. I tugged at the hem of his black shirt and he broke the kiss long enough to pull it over his head. He walked me to the edge of the bed and pulled my pants and panties down my hips. I sat on the bed and kicked them off and scooted to the center of the bed. Mikey pulled off the remainder of his clothes and climbed on top of me. He centered himself at my entrance and pushed his swollen member inside. He let out a shuddering breath and threw his head back as he filled me up. "Fuck! You take me so good Ari!" With each thrust I rose my hips to meet him. He grabbed my legs and placed them over his shoulders causing him to penetrate me deeper. "Fuck!" I screamed out. "Don't stop! Faster please!" I looked at him through my hooded eyes yes and I could tell he was getting closer. "Cum with me Mikey. Cum in my wet pussy!" My words shocked him. He pulled out almost all the way before ramming into me. Stars clouded my vision as he hit the deepest part of me. "Mikey!!!" I screamed. My muscles contracted around him as I reached my high. One more thrust and he called out my name, stilling inside me.
Once the two of us came down off our highs he laid down next to me. "I'm sorry Ari. I shouldn't have been so selfish. I know your grieving, I just wanted you so damn bad." He went to get up and I grabbed his arm pulling him back down. "It's okay to be selfish Mikey. This...helped me a lot. I...don't quite know how to tell you this but...I still love you too. I can't lie and say that I don't. I loved Draken with every part of my being, but deep down there was you. You still had a part of my heart. In the two years I was with Draken that never changed. I get the weird feeling that he knew that. I... I don't think he would be angry with me for feeling this way." Mikey looked at me with a surprised expression on his face. He smiled softly before bringing his lips to mine. "I'm going to miss you Ari." I stroked his face and smiled. "I know." We slowly got up off the bed and got dressed. "I've gotta go, but call me when you arrive. Okay?" I nodded and opened the door for him. He leaned in to kiss me once more before leaving my house.
My phone rang on the coffee table. I walked over and answered it and pressed 1. It was a call from the detention center. "Adriana! Are you okay?!" I sighed hearing his concerned voice on the other side of the phone. "Who told you?" I whispered on the verge of crying. "Mitsuya came by and told me. I'm worried about you. He also mentioned that you were...pregnant. Are you feeling okay?" I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself as best as I could. "I'm surviving. That's all I can do right now Kazutora. Although...I think I may go back to the states for a bit. Being a gang leader here isn't to my advantage right now. If anything in my current state it makes me weak. Too much stress on my body could cause me to lose the baby." I thought for sure he would try to convince me to stay. "Your right. It may be best if you go for a while. At least until things calm down here. But where will you go?" I sat down on the couch and looked at the plane ticket Mikey got me. "I'll go back to LA for now but I'll probably wind up in New York at the property my father had up there. You're...not mad at me?" He laughed on the other line. "Of course not! You're doing what you believe is best for you and the baby. I don't blame you a single bit. You better call me though, alright?" I chuckled and smiled. "Alright I will. You just focus on taking care of yourself, alright?"
We said our goodbyes and I made my way to my bedroom pulling out a simple duffel bag. I loaded it up and called Mitsuya. "Hey Takashi! I need you to do me a favor." I strapped my bag onto my bike. "Your leaving aren't you?" I pulled my keys out of my pocket and climbed onto the seat. "I am. I'm leaving full control of the Black Moon to you. In the meantime I want you to get my bike to your place from the airport. Can you do that?" I heard him scoff and knew he was smirking. "Who do you think you're talking to?! Of course I can! You do what you gotta do! I'll take over from here. Text me when you get there." I hung up and started up the engine. Driving down the road I recalled the past two years. Then I heard his voice. Almost like he was still here. Never forget Addie. Emma and I are watching over you. You're gonna be a wonderful mother to our little one. We love you. Tears stung my eyes and I smiled. Because in that exact moment I knew.
I was gonna be just fine!

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My Future
FanfictionAdriana Rivera and Draken both suffered. Draken when Emma died and Adriana when Mikey left. Both of them were broken and unsure of where to go now. But what happens when the clarity they seek, they find in each other? Book 2 of the Future Series