MISGUIDED 2 || Clarence NYC & August Alsina

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Ace
"Anything else in the envelope?"
Jordan placed the phone on speaker as Travis went through the papers

I peeked over at Jayda who was still sound asleep

"Oh shit." We heard papers shuffling for a second
"The baby yours."

I picked the phone up quickly taking it off of speaker. He read the contents of the paper to me.

"99.9%? How? She wasn't pregnant when I got locked up." I whisper yelled

"She had to be. The lil boy is 5 his birthday 6 months after you got locked up."

"Well where the fuck she been this whole time? Why she ain't say something?!" I stopped speaking quickly remembering that I blocked everyone from contact and visitation after no calls and letters for a few months. If niggas weren't going to write I didn't want to be expecting anything.
"Fuck."

I hung up the phone and faced Jordan. A nigga could cry right now.

"What I'm gone do? I can't keep no fucking baby hidden?"

"Jayda can't be upset with you. You ain't know."

"A nigga just had 'cancer' now I got a 5 five old son and a fucking baby moms that I legally can't have contact with because I tried to kill ha ass 5 years ago."

"Get the envelope and read it through thoroughly and get a fucking lawyer."

"I need to cool off before she wake up. I'll be back."
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"Travis it don't make sense. She would've told me, we was good man. At that point I would've been happy she was pregnant."

Weekend visitation every week beginning 01/26/21. Father August Alsina is granted partial custody of Grant Williams....

Travis read the details of the paperwork for the 4th time we both could not believe what was happening. I had visitation with my son starting tomorrow, what the fuck was I supposed to tell Jayda? And I had to keep him the whole weekend, I couldn't swing that.

Jayda
"I want to get him something. Something special to show him my appreciation."

"Like what?"

When I woke up Jordan was the only one here so I laid my idea on him. Since the news earlier I wanted to give August something personal so show how much he meant to me. I said it 100 times in the last 72 hours but I wanted something to symbolize it.

"I want to get his name J."

"You can't get tattoos while pregnant."
I pulled out my phone for a second to look it up

"Yes you can. Can we go? I want it today."

"Where?"
I looked over my body before deciding on my left side almost under my breast which was close to my heart. Although Jordan didn't want to he drive me across town to Taven, Jordan's buddy who did all of his tattoos. We met a few times but that was all.

-
We waited for almost an hour before we began. I held my breast up high in one hand so the placement could be correct. Between my belly and breast there wasn't much space.

The tattoo took under 20 minutes.

"He back home?"

"What an coincidence. I heard you were looking for me." I heard through the curtains as I fixed my clothes

I stepped out from behind the curtain and there stood the Nikki girl from Instagram. She smiled at me and told the little boy hiding behind her legs to speak. He waved and so did I.

"Don't be shy, that's your step mommy."
Jordan looked away then back to us, he held a tight lipped smile then pulled out his phone.

I laughed slightly
"Girl don't mind that. I don't care if he calls you step mommy. Any help with this child I will take."
She laughed but I held a confused expression

"Step mommy? I'm not following."
Jordan walked off as someone yelled at him from the other side of the phone.

"This is August's son. I dm'd you on Instagram to tell you. August doesn't have social media, he has a restraining order on me for him momma house so I contacted you. We did a test and everything."

I laughed once more
"What?"

"This is August's son. I told him a few weeks ago. I thought he would've told you. He has visitation and everything I'm not a stingy babymomma."
She laughed
"I even included his significant other in the paperwork, you."

"Oh okay."

"Here girl take my number down. Anything he need while y'all together call me." Jordan walked back into the parlor grabbing my hand and walking me to the car

Nikki yelled by as we left but I didn't speak back. I was in utter shock. Nothing could have prepared me for such news.

"Did you know?"

"Yeah. Since a few weeks ago. It's complicated."

"Why didn't anyone tell me?"

"It's not my business to tell. I respected August's wishes by giving him time to handle it. That's all he asked for. Plus the whole cancer shit... if that was the last thing he asked for in life I was going to give it to him."

I nodded. I debated on if I could be upset or not. I didn't have all the details but why do they keep trying to keep shit from me? Why could the next bitch feel like she has any info on my man that I don't already know?

"I'm guessing it was August yelling at you in there." He nodded

I rolled my eyes

"Take me to Eomma."
I sighed
"And don't tell August where I am. Do that for your sister."

I rolled my eyes once more. Jordan didn't tell me shit last year to protect his homies and he's doing it again. Fuck that August didn't want me to know I needed to know.

"You know as my big brother I thought you'd warn me about shit like this. Fuck keeping a word to your friends you supposed to tell me shit like this. I just got his fucking name permanently on my body Jordan, fuck!"
I pointed to my belly
"I'm already pregnant Jordan. What more could I do? I tell you what I couldn't have done, get his fucking name tattooed on me. You sat and watched me get it, what kinda brother are you?!"
He sat in silence continuing to drive

As we pulled up to my moms house I opened the door.
"Fuck the both of y'all."
-
I avoided telling my mom anything for the night partly because I didn't know anything myself. I didn't know if I could believe Nikki but Jordan confirmed it in the car.

Jordan
"She wha?!"

"I told you. She know man."

Ace paced back and forth in the kitchen. He was visibly stressed but I had no advice for him. Jayda feel like I been riding for my niggas and leaving her out in the open so it's best I step out of this one.

"I get him tomorrow man. He getting dropped off to moms in the morning what am I supposed to do?"

"Man. Enjoy the time with lil man and give Jayda space."

"I don't want a fucking son, man! Jayda already giving me a son I don't want another one. Plus I gotta be in contact with Nikki man. I still fucking hate ha. I almost spent life in jail because of ha."

He paced for another small while before saying he'd talk to me later. I shot Jayda a text to see if she was okay but I ain't go through.

That shit she said in the car made sense. I had stopped protecting her like I should've been. She the last sister I got and I was sorry.