Therapy: Life With Alex Gaskarth

Chapter 40

Hello, hello! This chapter is sad :c also, this story is almost over...wah! (Fear not, I'm thinking of a sequel...) So I just had surgery on my mouth and dude I'm in pain but I figured while I'm on bedrest, I will post this extra long chapter (: 

Song of the chapter is the song that "Sarah writes" in the end! It is:

Turn Your Face-Little Mix

Please don't judge me but I am literally in love with Little Mix they're amazing and adorable. This song is about feeling like someone gave up on you and doesn't care for you anymore. You'll see how it relates later ):

btw, I changed my twitter to: @ sarahcrawfordxo

and my tumblr to: disasterologyyy (FOLLOW ME!) 

BUT I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY! I love you guys! ♥

xx

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It was a few days after the 4th of July party and I'd been seeing Alex more which made me happy. He'd been able to make it during our set to sing 'Kiss Me Again' and that made me happy.

I was hanging out with Pierce The Veil on their bus, it was about 9am, I'd gotten up early that morning.

"I don't feel good," I commented as I sat on the couch next to Tony.

"Do you want-" Jaime started to say but I bolted for the bathroom just in time to throw up.

I came out and apologized, "Sorry guys," I said with a loud sigh.

"Don't apologize, it's okay," Vic smiled.

"Was it something that you ate?" Jaime asked concerned.

"I don't know, all I had this morning was a banana and a bottle of water," I said leaning back on the couch.

"Here, have some more water. It's probably just the heat getting to you," Mike said.

I took a few sips of water and felt a little better, I was hungry then.

"Hey do you guys have any lemons or salt?" I asked randomly.

"Salt on lemons?!" Tony asked with a weird face.

"It sounds good right now, or potato chips and hot sauce," I said feeling hungry again.

"You're craving some weird shit," Jaime said with a laugh.

I laughed too but then stopped short. Oh my god.

Throwing up.

Craving food.

No.

I can't be.

"What day is it?" I asked worriedly.

"July 7th, why?" Vic asked.

My period was late too. Shit. Shit. Shit.

"I have to go," I said quickly as I got off the bus. I ran back to my bus and sitting in the front lounge.

"Chris do you know where Tay or Cass are?" I asked.

"Uh yeah, they're both on All Time Low's bus," he said.

"Thanks doll," I said running off to the All Time Low bus, I knew the boys had soundcheck right now so it'd just be us girls.

I ran onto the bus to see both of them sitting on the couch.

"Hey! We were just going to call you!" Tay smiled.

"Yeah, wanna grab some food?" Cass asked.

"We may need to pick up something else," I muttered.