My Little Penguin ; Luke Hemmings FanFiction

Chapter 10 - Dead Meat

Sarah's POV

We drove back to the hotel, the boys are almost ready to leave and I still feel tipsy. I grab some water and a sandwich. I packed my stuff and we heard to the airport, being bombarded with angry Fangirls, sometime nice ones. "Sarah is pregnan-" I heard a voice say, it was that stupid video. Calum stopped and looked at me. "What did she say?" He asked me dead in the eyes. "Oh I heard nothing, let's keep walking.." I said nervously. He sighed and sat down in the plane.

Home

Calum drops his stuff and before the boys move he says stop.

"Sarah, are you pregnant?" He asked.

"No."

"Then why did I hear something about you being pregnant, my home feed was spammed with it." He said.

I just stood blankly, I had to tell him. I turn around and make eye contact with Luke. He smiles.

"Imayormayhavenothadsexwithyourbestfriend." I said really quickly.

"What??"

"I had sex with Luke the night we were drunk."

I hear Ashton and Michael giggling, Calum slaps them and looks in Luke's eyes.

"Hands off of her, if I see you even poke her your dead meat, alright mate. Now go away from her. I can't even look at you. What did I tell, off limits mate. I don't want to talk with you for a while." Calum explains.

"Calum I'm sorr-"

"Save it Sarah. I want you guys to leave me alone."

I cried while the boys comfort me.

This would've never happen if I wasn't drunk. I bet you most accidents and mistakes is because of drunken people. I decided to take a bath.

(SELF HARM TRIGGER WARNING!!!)

I started the warm bath and let it chill down my body. I opened my drawer and saw my blade and pick it up. I haven't used it since middle school. It's all dried up from blood. I remember using scissor. It didn't do anything, it wasn't the pain as I feel now.

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Cuts down both my arm 15 on each. Whatever say this is stupid and my fault but to me this lets the pain out.

I hear knocks on the door.

"Hey Sarah you o'kay in there?" I heard Ashton ask.

"Fine."

I heard foot steps walk away. Blood is all over the bath and filling the water, it's disgusting now. I flush the water out rinse off, and wrap my wrist in bandages. I quickly change and wear some long selves and sweatpants and head down stairs. Today has been one hell of a day. My stomach slowly start to hurt even more.

Cramps.