Words From The Infinity...

Self Harm...

Thousand thoughts and voices,
are resonating in my brain.
No wounds but still I'm in a pain.
Question I keep on asking myself
Am I blessed? Or
Am I stressed?
I can't see clear,
I tried to look here and there
But force that is stopping me
Some kind of unknown fear.

Every time I looked out of my window,
All I see is big dark cloud.
I want to breath and want to go out.
But I'm afraid to be in crowd.
Feels like I'm lost and,
Can never be found.
I'm screaming and crying
But there is no sound.

What is all this mess?
Where should I go?
I'm stuck in this hollow place.
A light, can someone show?

I have so many doubts,
I keep doubting myself
As soon I try to speak up
There are so many mouths.

Let me clear this whole situation
I'm the the one who threw myself in this,
I slapped myself,
When i was supposed to be demiss
This is a clarification and not an abyss...

Taking all it alone
Will harden your bone,
This was my past
And so they don't last...