♡︎𝙼𝙲𝚈𝚃 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬♡︎

-𝙲𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙲𝚛𝚢 || 𝙿𝚝. 2

𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚒 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞?
Ranboo x Reader
She / her used
TRIGGER WARNING| S*ELF H@RM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND YELLING

Ranboo POV

I threw the blanket over myself as I lay down into bed, thinking about what Y/N is so upset about, she would normally come around everyday and yes, it was a little overwhelming but I have a decent reason to be annoyed by it. Right?

Now that I think about it, I remember her saying that the video she is working on isn't ment to be out for a few weeks.

I could tell straight away she was lying when she said she was fine. I hope she didn't hear what I said to Tubbo.

I decide to do a twitter space to get my mind off of it. As soon as I start up people come piling in. I check on who's viewing it and the only person with a blue check listening, was the one and only Y/N.

She said she was going to sleep? I'll just talk to my viewers and let her be.

Y/N POV

I felt so bad for lying to him. But then again what he said wasn't okay. "It's like she can't stream on her own?" I mumble to myself, trying to figure out why and where I went wrong. I don't understand why he came over though.

As soon as I open my phone to check the time I see that Ranboosaysstuff has started a twitter space. I decide to listen in to it for some unknown reason.

As I turn my phone off and place it on the charger I hear Ranboos tired voice shoot through the speakers, it's so comforting.

After about 10 minutes of him talking I start to drift off, and soon after I fall asleep to the voice of the one person I thought cared.

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The next morning
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I wake up to my alarm going off, I didn't think I set an alarm for today.

I turn over and grab my phone, letting my eyes adjust to the brightness. I look at the phone screen.

It's not my alarm, in fact, it's a call from Ranboo.

I Answer the call.

"Hey Y/N. Can I come over?" He says in a loud voice.

"Mhmm, I only just woke up so come over in an hour I guess." I say in a morning voice.

"Did I wake you? I'm sorry." He says sweetly. That danm giraffe.

"Yeah, just... see you in an hour I guess" I say before hanging up.

Was I to hard on him? No. He talked about me behind my back. Why didn't I just say No?

I jump out of bed and go to my closet, finding clothes to put on after my shower. I grab a decent outfit and bring it with me to the bathroom, placing the folded clothes on the edge on the sink and putting my phone next to the Bluetooth speaker.

I connect my phone and play my playlist. I then jump in the shower blah blah (I'm not writing about a minor showering you creep :) )

I hop out of the shower, drying myself off and putting on the outfit I picked out half an hour earlier (long showers are the best<3)

I look myself in the mirror.