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thirteen

Thursday : January 04 ; 3:55 am

It's been a whole day after Jungwoo passed out. Mark is still walking back and forth with Donghyuck trying to sleep at the couch, but can't cuz of the same anxiety and insomia he and Mark unfortunately shares.

"What are you doing?" Donghyuck asked in a raspy voice. Mark stopped in his tracks and his once tensed and scary eyes suddenly turned soft as he faces the younger. 

He sighed, "I'm sorry. I'm just thinking if I should tell Lucas about this." Mark sat beside Donghyuck who rubbed his back with still droopy eyes. 

"You should though. but, will that mean he'll know about Jungwoo hyung's disease?" Donghyuck asked softly like a whisper unsure if he's allowed to say it– or to even know about it. 

"That's what I'm worried about." Mark sighed and gripped his hair slightly. 

Both males looked up immediately as they hear Jungwoo groan. 

"Hyung?!" Mark immediately jolted up towards the olders' bed. Donghyuck did so too, but quickly went to the telephone when Mark said to call a nurse.

Jungwoo blinked a dozen times adjusting his vision until he finally realized that he's at a hospital.

"What h-happened?" He tried sitting down but his head hurts so much, thankfully Mark was there to help him sit up properly.

"You passed out at the airport yesterday, after hearing about Doyo–"

Jungwoo's eyes widen as he immediately remembered what happened before he loss consciousness. "Doyoung! Where is he? Is he okay? Can I talk to him?–" 

Mark was suddenly bombarded with questions tho he expected the older to do so. "He's fine, don't worry, he only had a concussion and a fractured arm. He's at the 1st floor and no you can't talk to him yet, he's sleeping but Kun and Taeyong hyung is there with him." Mark gave him a small smile. Jungwoo just nodded as his gaze shifted to the young familiar freshman behind Mark. 

"Donghyuck? You're still here?" Donghyuck just smiled and nodded shyly, they still aren't that close but both are trying their best to feel less awkward with each other. 

"We're gonna head out in a little while hyung, Donghyuck called in a nurse to check you up and after that we'll leave." Mark said with a visibly tired smile. The latter didn't have any rest– okay, maybe for an hour– ever since he came back from Canada. 

Jungwoo nodded, "Yeah, thank you for looking out for me tho you didn't have to." He chuckled but Mark just shook his head. 

"No problem." Mark smiled and Donghyuck nodded his head, agreeing with his boyfriend– yes, after courting Donghyuck for 2 months, the latter finally gave Mark consent. 

"By the way hyung, if you get hungry the box of sweets is over there by the window. Tho i think it may not be prescribed for you." Donghyuck chuckled shyly and so did Jungwoo.

"Thank you." And as if on cue, the door suddenly bursts open. The three boys inside all looked to see who came up with a bang, expecting a nurse but was shocked when they see a panting Kun.

"Hyung? What are y–" Mark gets cut off when Kun said something that made all of them shocked– especially the one supposedly resting Jungwoo.

"Lucas..." 

'breathe'

"...he's..." 

'breathe, jungwoo'

"...gone." 

'i don't think i can breathe anymore'