His Sweet Love Story

chapter 41

".....Mikey kun.....and....."
Takemichi was the most surprised out of all the other students and people available there. It was kinda on one hand embarassing for him, cause him being the performers lover, doesn't know that his mates are gonna perform today. No doubt, if he goes a little back in thinking about stuff that he and chifuyu along with mitsuya ended up talking, how come did he not even get a clue that all the failing practices they were talking about, the way mitsuya said that he would get distracted while playing the keyboards just by worrying for his michi that made him leave the practice and run to his lovers house just to talk to the latter, or maybe take care of the concrened persons health. Takemichi really feels guilty! Why in the world can't he just get things fine! Now does he question himself, daydreaming into the whole scenario...thinking whether he is qualified to be their mates mate? Whether he is good enough for his boyfriends, whether he will be able to make them happy... He doesn't know ... And he doesn't want to give up either .... But what if they get bored of him....he isnt weak, mind games won't get him down, but this question makes him curious, a curiousness he would on one end want to find out and on the other hand wants to ignore. He is scared, so much, that he wants to give up and console his mates to get someone who is well qualified to live with them.... But....if takemichi says this...he himself will get jealous and also does he have no idea if he will be able to move on....he doesn't know...

Tears started forming in takemichi blue optics, making those pair of eyes shine the brightest in the evening darkness, the lumps that started forming in takemichi throath seemed so much difficult to break, takemichi just wants to break out now ... But when his eyes met those, people on the stage, the six pair of dark lonely eyes stripping him for love, calmed takemichi down. The gazes of his lovers from the distance, forgetting everyother person present in between them, felt like courage overflowing to be with each other, the urge to love each other....so live a life as one together. Takemichi will love them and they will love him too, he believes it, so much and his belief this time is the strongest. A small curve started forming on the side of takemichi lip, slight blush as the gazes of his lovers seemed to get intense as if they were naughtily watching him naked among people....oh wait.....he was wearing a whole set of cute Playboy Bunny suit and not just infront of his mate...not just for his mates...people were hungrily boring holes of stares at him and on top of it...he has been roaming around like a pervert not even bothering to cover himself up. Takemichi slowly with awkward smile look towards hina, who sighed with pity towards him....what does she mean by that now! Ahhh takemichi was really crying his misery for now!.... Ok he is dead! After the concert...RIP his ass.... Takemichi joined his hands together and started calling to all the gods he could, asking, na, literally internally screaming for help...hoping some would just get him a Doraemon and he would ask him the invisible cloth to just hid himself up, avoiding his mates for several days, until those horny monsters forget about 'takemichi being ever sexily roaming around between people'.

A sudden voice startled takemichi, that sent shiver through his spine. The drums were already started with electronics guitars on both starting to play with the voice intro of the organs. But the voice! Takemichi heard Mikey, a voice filled with seducing love, heart eyes to melt your senses away... But when Takemichi now saw Mikey on stage...why...why does he seem like a Mikey takemichi is just seeing right now for the first time, never met before, the hurt...and pain in the boys eyes, calling out to someone with his unique strong voice that matches the guitars and the tambourines, just why does this song....gives takemichi the urge to run away, again...and never come back...he doesn't hate music, he loves music that is also one of the reasons why he was so glad to have him mates as a whole band, but...now....he got this fear, the lyrics of the song calling out to someone, to never leave them, to never break them, to never make them wait... It hurts, it hurts hearing it, why are they performing such a song! Why! Takemichi will never leave them so why! It's making him feel guilty, its hurting him...no...can there be a possibility that this song is made for someone else that his mates can never let go of? The voice, it's .....

The song ends and cheering hypes up, the bandmates are all smiling their brightest, but there's one boy in the crowd who wants to get away from here, so he does it... takemichi runs, pushing, jerking people, he doesnt care...he feels as if he is suffocating, his heart seems broken, from a heart break. Songs are powerful and this is the power takemichi felt for the first time in his entire life! That made him question so much, thats making him question himself! The world! And even te people closer to him. Takemichi ran between the walls to the changing room at the backstage! He is an idiot! Why the hell was he here when he isn't feeling well and just got to ignore his mates word and run home... takemichi pants hard, trying to hold his breath, by supporting him with the help of the wall. Now since he is at least here, he will meet baji and get going home, he will ask nothing about this song, leaving the privacy to his lovers knowing that they themselves would tell him when they would be ready, he really isn't feeling comfortable right now, maybe his mates scent might help him calm down a bit.

Takemichi leaned his back against the door of the concrened room waiting for literally any of his alphas scents to pass by, but no one's there around the corner. After few minutes takemichi heard some footseps approaching, the pace was like a rythm, calmly walking closer and getting louder. Maybe it was one of the blond omegas lovers? But now...when a certain summer scent of light cotton started lingering to takemichi nose, his inner omega stood in defence, protecting himself from the approaching sensed danger. Takemichi was confused but not till he saw it with his own eyes, how could he forget the scent that he feared the most! Kisaki appeared walking looking down starring at his phone, scrolling through updates, takemichi could no longer breath, he felt as if he was going to die, stillness had overcome him, he doesn't know what to do, thanks to his scent blockers blocking his chocolatier vanilla scent, but it won't last long... takemichi had to do something....he needed to get away from kisaki, he couldn't move, what should he do, it was like his brain had stopped working. Taking up all the strenght that was a little bit left in him, takemichi barged in the room and close the door...hoping kiaski won't notice it....what was he even doing here first of all, why! Can't he just leave takemichi alone?! But how can he, one of his sniffing dogs might have sent him a pic of takemichi in Bunny outfit or maybe the information that he is studying in the school. Kisakis obssession is dangerous, takemichi takes it for hate...the boy really got a dangerous harem at one point.

Takemichi couldn't take it, he ran at the locker and squeezed himself at the corner, sitting on the floor, hugging his knees tightly and roacking back and forth, muttering words of rescue...and tears flowing uncontrollably...his oceanic optics getting dull as if they lost their colour, he is being traumatized and after he got to see kisaki at his school which he thought would never happen ...made him more believing the latter than before that kisaki is a kind of guy that can do whatever he wants and get whatever he desires for, that is why he got that IQ that is undefeatable.

"Takemichi...?"