The Story Of Us { A Harry Styles Fanfic}

Chapter 3- I Miss You

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Memories. That's all I dream about. Memories with my mom. Oh, I can just remember how much a adored her. If she was here my life would just be a little better because when she was here, she was my protection, my warrior. Now, she's gone.

I sat up on my bed. I was dreading getting up because I knew that I had to have breakfast with my father and my brother, Asher. They often scare me a little and are very bossy but I'm used to by now since they're the only family I have left.

I get out bed and walk to my bathroom. I freshen up a bit there before walking to my wardrobe. I pick out a cute white dress,my moms favorite dress to be exact.

I was still a little sleepy, so I dragged myself out of the room. I was delighted to see my maids, they always made me happy. I greeted all of them before making my way downstairs to meet my father and my brother in the dining room.

When I made it to the dining room a smiled at my father but he did not return it. I sighed and sat at one end of the table and started eating my breakfast which was prepared by our maids.

Then I walked over to my father again. "Father, can I go outside mom's grave?" I asked him. He nodded as a reply and I smiled.

He never really let me go outside to do anything anymore. He didn't want me to meet any boys because he didn't want me to fall in love. He still saw me as a little girl. He really doesn't understand that I'm a teenager, I'm growing up. I want to explore and meet new people. I want to make friends and be a norm teenager. He just doesn't understand and I don't think he ever will.

I sauntered my way outside and to where my mother was buried. We buried her outside our home because she loved it here. She loved the open space that we had her.

I remember when she used to play outside with me and we used to catch butterflies together. We would always talk and she really understood me. She would always sing to me and she had a lovely voice. She was everything to me. She was my hero and she still is.

I looked down at her grave and tears were began to well up in my eyes. Oh, how I missed my mother. I haven't been to her grave in years and I just can't believe that she's really gone.

" I miss you so much, mama" I said as tears began to stream down my face, " I wish you were still here with me" I added

I sat down on the soft grass, not caring that I was wearing a white dress. " I wish you knew what they do to me, they really don't care about me that much anymore" I told her " they think I'm a disgrace to the family just because I'm a little different" I said

That was well tears really started falling. I really needed my mom right now. She always knew how to cheer me up and relax me and she taught me how to stay positive. Right now I just couldn't help but cry. She was the person who made me strong but without her I'm broken

After a while, I managed to calm myself down. I looked around myself down. I looked around at my surroundings. As I was looking around, I saw the barrier that was blocking me from the outside world.

I soon found myself getting up and walking over to it. I just wanted to know what was out there. My father told me that there were horrible things out there and I was forbidden to go past the barrier without him.

I couldn't help but want to. I wanted to explore and see everything that's out there. I was willing to take the chance of getting hurt. I just want to adventure like any other teenager in the world.

I have a feeling that one day I will. I don't know how but I will some day. Some day I will go out of the barrier and explore things that didn't even know existed. One day I will change the without realizing it. One day I'll find something that will change my life. It could be good or bad.

As I made my way back inside,I stopped in front of my moms grave and whispered one last thing.

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