My Angel And My Devil

24: You know me

Our life is all different. We have our own difference that we can't change. Its what makes us a person. A person that is very unique to the others. And my life and what is happening to me right now is just one of the things that makes me who I am right now and it who I will become in the future.

But what is happening to me isn't going to be a good future. I don't want to be the wife of a devil and rule hell with him. I rather die and never wake up from a nightmare that will hunt me for life. It will be a horror movie that will never end. I know that I will be in pain if I merry him. It will burn the living soul in me.

I need to choice... Do I want to merry him.. Is it going to be alright if I love.. Won't he break my heart into a million pieces until I bleed to death. That my heart can't take it until I really die. I have the free will. I need help from you god. I can't do this thing without any help from you. I need you to save me. I don't want to die in this place.

Ill do anything just to be alive. I take anything just to get pass the pain that I'm in right now.

As I look up to the sky. Not a single light can be ever seen. Its a total black out of light. And before I look away from the sky. A bright light illuminates from a distance. Its like a star in the vastness of darkness. Its the only thing I can see that I can and feel comfort.

"God.. Thank you." Is all the words I can say. I can't think clearly anymore but I still have the strength to fight and be brave to what will happen to me. And I know that god is always been there for me. Right from the very beginning of my life I know that he had always been there. God is my savior.

"He is watching you. You know." I take a glance at malphas that was looking at the sky. He is looking at the bright light.

"I know." I smile at myself and memories pop in my head. The first time I ever saw malphas and Gabriel. That was the day that change everything about me. Its the day I saw this two beautiful creatures. I remember the time when he was looking at me. Like I was some dart broad. Like I was a
target being aimed at.

But now I'm looking at a malphas I want to be with. I wish he will change. Is there even a chance of him ever changing. If there was, and I'll do anything to change him. Cause I already feel something for him. Feelings that I can't counsel.

"Is there a chance that you can be an angel?" I ask at him.

He looks at me with a red eyes that I always see from him. And a different face comes out of malphas face. Its a face I've never seen.

"Why do you want to know if there's a chance for me too change?"

"Nothing.. I'm just curious." I look at him and look away quickly.

"Will curiosity will kill you." I said and walk towards me.

"I was just curious." I look down to my feet and look guilty to a thing that I don't know why I'm ashamed of. This thing is making me crazy.

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