My Angel And My Devil

26: Normal

What is normal?

That question always pop's out my head again and again. Its like it doesn't want me to move on to what I want to have. I want to be normal but its so hard to do that. Its easy to say but its as hard as walking a million miles with out any foot wear. Burning your feet in the ground. I really hate my life.

But what is really normal. Does normal means that you are at piece all the time? Can I feel no pain in normal. Is it when you are nothing but just a part of life without any mark in the world.

But if that is normal then I don't want to be normal... Yet its too late. I was already inside my dream. I can't see anything but only darkness that surrounds me. Its an abyss of darkness. And also I'm so sleepy. I need to sleep to gain my energy.

And I close my eyes not knowing what is the real darkness outside. Its all black.

and my last thought was... Him.

And I fall in a deep sleep like death. Im already normal..

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I open my eyes and see the stars in my ceiling. It will never get old. I'm already late as I look at my digital clock. 8:30 Am.

"Shit! I forgot about school."

And as I hurry to the bathroom. I look at my self and see a very beautiful creature and its me. Lol. I hurry myself and take a bath. The water in my skin is like hell. Its too hot yet I love it.

I walk out the bathroom and see a feather in the floor. A white feather. I think I know that feather yet I have never seen this feather. Its strange.. And I can't say it but I can feel its important. So I put it in my bag and hurry myself down to the front door.

And just in time my boyfriend comes with his black sports car. His name is Luke. His very nice with that bad boy like of aura. With his golden like hair and with those beautiful eyes.

"I know you!"

A voice scream inside my head. It was a girl. Who the hell was that? Will I don't care. All I know is that I love Luke. Luke and I are already been together for 4 years. I've loved him soo much that I'll do anything for him. Even if I die...

"Is something wrong babe?" He ask me.

"That voice!"

Again the girl screams. Its to hard to say but she was or her voice was in so much pain. Like she was lock up forever. But maybe I'm just hearing things.

"Nothing. Its just that I really miss you." I look him in the eyes. I really like this guy. I'm really lucky to have him. Because he really work hard just to have me. And the only thing I don't want to happen is that we will break up. Its the only thing I don't want to happen.

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Hello! Its a short part. I know some of you may get a little lost at this part or last really. But you will know everything that is said in here at the next chapter. Please Comment! And please vote! Sorry for the mistakes. Its not yet edited. Bye!