I had a dream about us last night. Finally back together where we belong. With each other. The undying connection that was always there. I crave your touch, I feel so safe. That warm smile of yours. You said you hated it, I never knew why. It gave me reason. You're so gentle, each touch is soft and light. Never hit. Never smacked. Never punched. I've been waiting for you ever since you left. Just like you said. After football season. I'm still here waiting for you. I would do it all over again with no hesitation. We were so perfect. Nothing else felt as right as we did. My heart aches without you around. I've done terrible things because of this loss. My bundle of joy went away. The light in my life had disappeared. Suddenly I was left alone in a dark wet cave with no way out. Just me and the thought of you. When I dream of you I pray I never wake up. Reality is too hard without you. I can not love another boy. When I'm with him all I think about is you. It's always been you. I love you.
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Love letters He won't see
Poesía"I'll never not love you" Just letters I write (mostly love letters) that he'll never see but someone should see. Enjoy my pain :)
