Im trying to hold onto you. But you just aren't him. He would tear the galaxy apart for me, and you would simply move on. I feel we aren't as good together as I thought. I want you so bad but do you want me? He would protect me at all cost and at some point you would give up. He wants to travel while you rather stay with your family. I feel we are toxic to each other. And while it hurts me to say that it's true. Fight after fight. But it feels I'm the only one fighting. I know he would never fight with me. I don't feel protected in your arms anymore. I really am trying, I still want you. But he is so handsome and confident. You're insecure, and those insecurities get in the way of our love. Jealousy. It's all you. And I'm too stubborn to ever let you win, I won't lose. But I think I'll lose you. I'm too stubborn to let you know I care, I miss you. Come home. As for him, he is my home. I guess you where temporary housing while I was still soul searching. We've fought about this before, but you just want to settle down when older and as of now you don't like going places. I simply need adventure and you don't provide that for me. He does, a lose cannon that man is, my lose cannon. He's never yelled or raised his voice. Never hit. Why must you do those things? After all this I still love you.
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Love letters He won't see
Puisi"I'll never not love you" Just letters I write (mostly love letters) that he'll never see but someone should see. Enjoy my pain :)
