"The weather feels so good..."
Thora said sighed while leaning on the bridge, standing at the same spot where Zayn and she stood that last night.
"I feel somewhat soothing..."
She looked beside her where Zayn stood next to her.
"That smiling Zayn... Where is he? He is missing from me? Or... I'm missing him? If this is not the end... Then is it the beginning phrase of longings?"
She sighed before getting upon the edge of the bridge and sitting there. She looked at the dark sky.
"There was a time when we both witnessed the Galaxy together,
Now I'm here alone... And just like you said you are on the moon, watching the lonely me."
She glanced at some stones that were laying near her, she picked up one among them and threw it into the drive, and it sank in the river.
'The person who gets hit by the rock I throw... Is me in the end'
She chuckled at her helpless situation.
"This feeling... I don't even know what the fuck I'm feeling..."
Loneliness brings out a lot,
Monsters, angels, love, and hate all at once, and then it numbs it all, all the pain, all the sorrow, and all the joy.
"I want to hug her so badly..."
Meanwhile, Zayn stood behind her and veiled him in the trees.
His eyes got teary.
"How can I forget her...?
It's impossible to forget her...
Every time I distance myself from my feelings I end up falling much deeper than before...
Why? Why can't I push her away? Why did I fall for her?"
Managing his heavy heart, he saw Thora getting up from the edge and called someone.
"Let all the guards take their off for tonight" he heard her say on her phone.
Thora took small steps and walked to reach her mansion,
There were flowers on the side of the pathway.
All her memories with Zayn were strangling her, she stood at the place where Zayn held her hand.
She clenched her hand into a fist.
"I just stand here while still feeling like I'm holding your hand or being embraced by you,
The world is full of disappearing things and it's still full of you"
She said in a low voice while Zayn heard each word of Thora.
"It's damn hell... I just wanna get out of my head and find peace!"
She sighed.
'One thing I realized while being with Zayn is..."Forever" can't be attached to something ongoing while loving forever is almost impossible, losing forever is always possible.
But we always live because of the things that don't last forever '
She thought to herself.
She finally reached her mansion while Zayn was following her all the way, Thora threw her bag on the couch. She gulped sleeping tablets before sitting on the cold floor while leaning back on the wall. All she knew was how to inflict pain on others to soothe her own, but he...he taught her that pain comes in many forms and only one was the worst of all is love, she glanced at the bed where Zayn and she cuddled making her think back to him caring her.
"My heart had crossed the line between hate and love without notice, the only thing to do was to follow it or I would have died trying not to..."
She bit her lip, trying not to let out a sob that attempted to rack her chest, she laid her exhausted body on the floor while tears streamed down her face.
Her head was hurting like hell.
Zayn watched all these things with sad eyes. He wasn't even able to comfort her.
Seeing Thora fall asleep, he picked her in his arms she weighted like a feather to him.
He laid her on the bed and covered her with the blanket,
She was sleeping peacefully while he wiped her tears off.
He pinned strands of her hair behind her ear, Zayn admired her beautiful face.
He couldn't understand why she is stressing her unnecessarily.
He can't open her mind or her heart, he could see she is trying to do something behind him, but what?
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Uncontrollable Fond
Storie d'amoreIt is a Mysterious love story of Thora and Zayn. They had a past relationship which is completely forgotten by both of them with no memories leftover. Fate played a crucial role in both of their lives to reunite the two, who has no idea about their...
