Uncontrollable Fond

15)Concealed feelings.

"I-I don't love you."
She said gathering up her courage and pulled herself away from his embrace.

'lie...'

He noticed that she said avoiding his gaze.

'Her feelings which were yet to confess were being confessed through her soul without speaking words, she must have some reasons for it...
But why is she hiding her true feelings?'

Zayn didn't spoke anything further as he understood the situation.

"Weren't you hungry?" Thora asked while changing the topic.

Zayn sniffed and said.
"I'm not..."

"I hate lies...! Don't fucking lie"
Thora said as Zayn chuckled sadly thinking that she herself is lying to him.

"Anyways.. I'm hungry, let's go to eat something, what do you want to eat?" Thora sounded like an innocent child, her childish attitude always been Zayn's weakness, he chuckled and said.

"Anything you give me.." Zayn licked his lips while glaring at Thora's breasts.

"W-What?..." Thora's eyes widened when she followed his gaze.

"YOU! you are SHAMELESS!!"
Her cheeks were reddened, her face heated up as he teased her.

She smacked his head which made Zayn groan, he chuckled while rubbing his head.

"Don't do that! You look dumb..."

"Do I...?"

"You do..!"

"I agree I can't win to you..." Zayn laughed.

"Yes!You will always loose to me!
Loose everything to me !" Thora said playfully while taking few steps.

"I already have lost myself, what else do I have to loose?
Zayn said in a low voice as he started walking with her, Thora didn't hear him.

"What did you say?"
Thora frowned.

"Nothing,"
Zayn smiled.

"What do you think about losing something?" Thora suddenly became calm.

"Why are you asking?"

"In my life... I have lost many things that I want to keep forever, it hurts and I don't have strength to loose any.."

"Thora... Do you know something? When you gain something, you lose something. Everything I have accomplished in my life was done by things I have lost. Likewise there has to be winter for spring to appear, there has to be darkness for light to be. There has to be death for birth so when you lose, you gain something... That's life"
Thora was listening to him carefully and nodded.

'if I gain you what I'm going to lose...?'

"So where are we eating?"

"Oh..then there is a cafe where I'm an regular, shall we go there?" Thora asked while rubbing her cold hands to get some heat, Zayn noticed it and said.

"Sure.."

"Let's go!" Zayn lend his hand to her while she looked confused.

"What am I supposed to do with your hand? Eat it?"
Thora laughed out.

"Give your hands..." Zayn asked.

"Why?"

"Is it a crime to hold hands?"
Zayn played an role of sarcasm.

"Do people hold hands while walking?" Thora asked as she was wondering.

Zayn chuckled and took her hand.