winterwidow-buckynat daughter

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you stayed up till 3 in the midnight thinking about a ton of things-

i wanted to make natasha feel better somehow, something the two of us could do to take her mind off of everything. i drew her a picture of me her and wanda fighting, it looked so good it was my best on yet, i felt like that obvi wasn't enough so i was gunna dye my hair with her, peters leaving in the morning so after that we can go get hair dye and just have fun with it.

in the morning i woke up on my own for the first time in a very long time, i decided to just get up and get ready for the day, not long after i finished getting ready i started to finish my drawing for natasha when peter knocked on the door
"come in" i said not looking to see who it was, he didn't say anything and just walked over to me and bent down to hug me
"hey" i said softly as i grabbed his arm that was wrapped around me
"i'm leaving after breakfast" he said sadly
" i know, but i'll see you monday" i said with his arms still wrapped around me
"that's to long" he said in a winey voice
"it's only a day" i said smiling and standing up to hug him. after a few minutes we went into the kitchen to see just wanda and natasha,
"hey, where is everyone?" peter asked as he sat down at the counter
"mission" wanda replied as she handed us each a plate of food
"sucks for them" i said as i started to eat
"so everyone is gone but you two?" peter asked
"yup just is four this time" natasha said as she got juice from the fridge
"how long?" i asked
"2 days so we can have fun for once." wanda said as she sat next to me
"so don't be afraid to hold hands or anything buckys not here" natasha said looking at me and peter
"we won't" i said sarcastically as peter already had his hand on my leg but no one could see
"so what do you wanna do today natalia?" natasha asked
"i wanna dye my hair" i said as i ate and everyone just looked at me like i was crazy
"but your hair is pretty as it is" peter said as he pushed my hair back
"yeah you wanna dye your hair?" natasha said confused
"yeah we both should" i said
"you to should but i'm out" wanda  said as she got up to put her dishes in the sink
"what color?" peter asked
"i don't know, like blond?" i said, i've always wanted to try blond hair as i am a red head like my mother 
"platinum?" natasha asked as she walked behind me to mess with my hair
"i mean yeah, i think it would look cool" i said
"i'll do it with you but i don't think it should he permanent, that shit stays in for a long time"
yeah but hair grows back" i said as peter got a text
"oh mays here i gotta go"he says as he stands up and kissed my head then left
"you guys are cute." natasha said as she left the kitchen
i wen back to my room and finished my drawing, then natasha came into my room
"hey get ready we're gunna go to the store in a little bit to get dye"
"ok i just need my shoes," i said as i grabbed my shoes from my closet
"alright let's go" she said as she grabs her keys "wanda we'll be back in half an hour, don't get hurt" nat yelled from the front door as we walked out
after we got to the store we looked for a few minutes for hair dye until some guy with a camera came up to us, i didn't know what was happening just that natasha grabbed my hand and went to the front and payed for the dye really fast as he followed us to our car, he ran after the car till we got to far away
"what was that?" i asked out fear
"some guy with a camera trying to get photos of us to sell, we're avengers, everyone knows us." she said driving really fast "it's scary sometimes but it is what it is."
we drove home and right away started doing our hair
"should i just cut mine?" she asked holding the ends of her hair back
"i don't know, your hair does grow back really fast so yeah you should" i said looking at her threw the mirror as we did each others hair
after we finished it was time for dinner and then after i went to 'bed'. i couldn't sleep but didn't want to tell anyone because it was to late, both of them were asleep and i just didn't have to guts to wake either of them up. all i could do to relieve myself was to talk to peter. so i just called him to talk knowing he would answer me
on the phone:
peter: hello? are your ok?
me: yeah i'm fine just wanted to hear your voice
peter: ok, it was late and you scared me
me: sorry haha i just can't sleep and wanda and nat are asleep and i don't really want to wake them up
peter: it's ok i'm glad you called, did you do your hair?
me: yeah and mom cut here short it looks so good
peter: send me a picture
me: ok *picture in text of me and natasha*
peter: you both are so pretty. your gorgeous
me: thank you, i really like it
peter: i'm glad
me: what are you doing tomorrow?
peter: i'm helping may at the food shelter
me: that's so cool, i love that your helping other people out, not just as spiderman
peter: yeah i guess you could say i'm pretty cool
me: oh for sure
peter: i can't wait to see your pretty face monday.
me: me too.
peter: are you doing anything tomorrow?
me: i don't know yet it depends on what time the guys get back from there mission, they will probs make me help them do something stupid like always
peter: sounds like a whole lot of fun
me: always is
peter: i have to go even though i wish i could talk to you forever
me: your good i'm going to try to go to bed now anyways
peter: alright but before i just wanna say that i really do love you, so much, i love your voice your smile your hugs , the way you laugh and the sarcasticness in every sentence you say, and how you have to have all your rings on specific fingers, and how you don't pay attention but some how always do everything right. the way you fight and the way you do your best for everyone.your the most perfect and amazing person ever, i just want you to know i will always and forever love you no matter what.
me: peter... i love you too, more than i probably show, i'm a very closed person i always have been, your one of the many few people that now specific things about me, and i love the way you notice everything. i love you so much
peter: i love you too, goodnight love
me: goodnight pretty boy
call ended 36 minutes
after we hung up i started crying, just because of the way i know he'll probably love me forever. i love him and i don't know what i would do if i didn't have him. it's thinking of the conversation we just had i wonder what he feels like right now, i wanna he with him forever,
peters pov
did i go to far? i could write a book about her in no longer than 24 hours, everything that i love about her, it's so easy to see the outside but i don't even know half of what she feels, but yet she'll always be perfect, she can't change anything about her and i would hate it, nothing in their world would make me live her any less. am i crying right now, i'm crying over love, of corse i'm crying over love, y/n natalia barnes is made for me, i want her to be reminded everyday that she is loved and will never be put back into a bad place.

the next morning texts-
peter: good morning love <3
me: good morning pretty boy, did you sleep good?
peter: yeah, what about you, i know you've been having trouble sleeping
me: i didn't sleep much, i went to bed at like 4 :/
peter: im sorry love, try not to do much today, i'll see if i can come over later for a little bit
me: okk i won't do much i'll probs do like a cleaning day or somethin
peter: good i'll talk to may later but no promises she will let me :(
me: it's all good you need hang out with her more anyway
peter: yeah i know, well i gotta go meet may at the shelter
me: ok have fun, pretty boy <3
peter: i will, don't over work yourself love, please
me: i won't i promise. i love you
peter: i love you too gorgeous<3