winterwidow-buckynat daughter

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natasha pov
(winterwidow moments bc theirs the best ship;))

i was sleeping next to bucky, well more like lying there while he slept, it was around 2:27 and i couldn't sleep for the life of me.

i finally fell asleep around 2:43, i don't normaly don't dream but this night was different, but it wasn't a go lucky happy dream.

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i was sleeping in my 'room', it was my cell, i had     y/n sleeping peacefully next to me spread out everywhere like a little monkey.

i got up silently and got ready for training and got y/n ready for ballet, she's only 4 and started ballet around 2 weeks ago.

she woke up and rubbed her eyes while i was braiding my hair

"mama?" she spoke quietly

"yes baby" i replied

"my feet hurt" she responded and i could tell her body ached

"i know baby," i said sitting next to her and rubbing her leg

"do i have to go today?" she asked in her high pitched russian accent voice

"sadly yes, but after you can come back and draw, okay" i told her trying to cheer her up

"okay" she said in a sad tone

"i'm sorry" i said with a slight voice crack

"it's okay mama" she told me hugging me "mama?" she asked

"yeah?"

"when's daddy coming?" she asked, my heart sank

"i d- i don't know baby" i tried not to show to much sadness

"okay" she said resting her head on my lap.

8 years later

i had just gotten out of the redroom and i wa sun hiding at the budapest safe house

a few days later when her and clint go to kill dreykovs daughter

i watched as she walked into her fathers work,

"all clear romanoff" clint spoke over comms

before i replied i had just thought, i thought about y/n, and bucky but mostly that if that was my daughter, i don't know what i would do. clint didn't know about y/n i haven't told him yet

"romanoff?" he spoke

"all clear" i spoke in a accent that sounds just like my little girls voice.

boom

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i was moving a lot and taking in my sleep but not clear enough for bucky to understand

"nat" he spoke shaking me a little "natasha?"

"mhm what" i hummed

"tasha, get up" he spoke

i shot up, looking around and only seeing bucky

"where's y/n?" i asked in fear

"she's in her room, calm down nat, what's wrong" he asked in a soft call voice

"no, where is she, i need to know" i said panicked

he grabbed my wrist softly "let's go check on her then" he spoke

i got up and ran out the door as bucky followed

it was 3:49 and everyone was still asleep, i opened   y/ns door but she wasn't there