winterwidow-buckynat daughter

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as peter laid in your arms all night, you monitoring every move he makes, it soon became morning.
it was around 7 when you woke up, you laid there rubbing your fingers threw his hair as he slept, soon you heard a knock at your door but you didn't want to get up so you pretended to sleep.

"hey tals?" i heard bucky say slightly opening the door to see me 'sleeping' with peter laying slightly on top of me. "natalia?" he said opening my door a little more as i slightly blink me eyes like i was sleeping

"yeah?" i asked
"tony wants you both in the kitchen" he said softly
"okay give me a little bit" i said as he shut my door, i sighed as i rubbed peters back.

peter started to wake up a little "natalia?" he asked very softly and with a very raspy voice
"yeah" i said with a slight smile still rubbing his back
"i'm sorry" he said setting his head back onto my chest
"don't be, tony wants us though so you gotta get up" i said
"okay" he said sadly as he sat up and i stood up
"mr stark said to hurry up" jarvis said
"yeah yeah" i said back as me and peter walked out of my room

"peter we gotta talk" tony said as we walked into the kitchen where him,nat,may and bucky were sitting.
"about?" i asked
"this whole peter being a mass murderer" he said sternly
"oh yeah that thing" he said awkwardly
"i have good news and bad news" tony said setting papers in front of us
"can i get the bad news first" peter said
"you have to clear your name and i can't figure out a way to do that" he said
"and the good?" i asked
"your not going to prison or court, that we know of"
"that you know of?" peter asked nervously
"don't take it to hard, we've all killed people and you did it in self defense, peter he was trying to kill you" natasha said reassuring him

later we went back to my room, everyone new who spiderman was, it was bad enough people hate me but now peter.

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so yeah i can't think of anything else for this and now i'm bored so lalalalalalala whatever no nwh just madness ig and court and shizzz

———time skip tooooo idk like 3 months later———- :-

after people started to forget about mystirio and crap peter and may still live in the compound and have their own separate rooms and whatever, it was night time and you were just watching a movie and falling asleep until.....

"stop please" some voice said from behind me "please i- i hav- have a-a-a- life" the man said curled up into a ball

i started to walk toward him, i took out my gun that was placed on my side,

"please i'm begging you, please" he said crying

i shot the man 2 times in the side of the head, he was dead

"hail hydra"

i woke up, or i thought i woke up. i opened my eyes but wasn't moving, i couldn't move i was strapped down but i was in my room and nothing was on top of me

"hail hydra" i heard from the corner of my room
i couldn't talk or move, i was stuck with someone in my room

"you did this to yourself" the person said, "you did this, you can never use the excuse, 'it was against my will'" the voice said sounding familiar, being a girls
"you killed that man, you killed that women, you shot that little girl because her mother was an enemy" the voice said walking closer, "you remember when you shot your own mother" she had a mask on her face, it was a hydra agent, i was still stuck. my head was running all over the place but i couldn't move,

"just watch, you will end up killing everyone here include your little boyfriend" the person took their mask off revealing their face

"we're a disgrace" it was me, but younger, like a solid 12 years old, "you will never be good enoug-" i cut myself off by jerking awake, for real awake.

i was shaking out of fear and sadness, i stood up and went to the bathroom and looked myself in the mirror, i started to cry silently so wanda couldn't hear me, after a few minutes of a panic attack i went to the kitchen to get water, still shaking a little bit it was like 4 so no one was awake yet.

"oh shit, you scared me" pietro said standing behind me, i didn't jump or anything which was weird because pietro would scare me a lot and i always reacted huge "hey you alright" he asked walking up to me

"i'm fine" i said holding everything in
"you sure, you seem pretty shook" he said
"yeah yeah im good" i said as i put the top of my water bottle back on and started to head out of the kitchen till my legs gave out from the nervousness

pietro caught me miss fall before i hit the ground
"woah tals," he said standing me back up
"yeah sorry i'm just tired" i said trying to cover it up
"yeah no your not"he said then picked me up and brought me back to my room "if you ever need anything and don't think you can tell anyone even peter, i'm here, i'm the most open yet the best at keeping secrets so please tell me"

"i'm just tired, trust me" i said not wanting to anyone not even peter, i wouldn't ever

"fine if you say so but if your lying i won't like it" he said walking out and went back to his room
pietro is a very loud and energetic person but he keeps to himself a lot, i could have told him but i can't even comprehend what i would have told him.