Hello, guys! Merry Christmas and happy new year! I hope 2022 is a year that we heal and have some peace of mind that the past two years didn't have. Hope everyone is healthy and happy with family and friends somewhere safe!
This is another Christmas-themed chapter and there are three more, one I'm currently working on (Chapter 23). In this chapter I'd like to add the following trigger warnings;
*TRIGGER WARNINGS: Referenced to past molestations, Ukrainian-Russian war but a lot of AU with a few real facts.*
This chapter contains some references to the geo-political climate of Ukraine and Russia, I'm not trying to be disrespectful to any of those countries and I'm sorry if I offended anyone! That wasn't my plan! I'm not trying to be political, I just want to dramatize more how Earth Prime's geopolitical climate is in construct to Earth 4's.
I hope you will enjoy reading this chapter! See you in the comments!
Nansia woke up and she sighed, it was a day after Christmas and already so much had happened and changed by the time she got here, in Atlanta.
She was getting ready to meet Bonnie for their daily meditation when Elena and Bonnie came into her room just as she put on her blue sweater.
"There will be no session today, Nansia, you need to heal and be able to really really understand what that means for you." Bonnie said softly and as understandingly as she could.
"Miss Bonnie, my dad didn't do those things to me, other men my mum has been cheating on him with. I know it wasn't my fault and trust me I blame the bitch I call my mum." Nansia said smiling relieved at first but then she had to stifle her anger in her voice.
Elena sighed as she hugged Nansia from the side and Nansia allowed herself to be hugged.
"Will talking to Emma will help you wrap your head around what happened to you?" Bonnie asked her concerned.
"No, it's the holidays I need to be cheery so I'm gonna do what I always done, push it down. It's the day after Christmas, I have to keep trying to make contact with my ancestors of mine and try to access more of my magic." Nansia said determinate and with a strong tone, she almost slipped and said the parts about figuring out who her bio dad was and what including the whole Malivore thing and freeing Ryan thing.
But reminding herself how many things she has left stacked up and was too much into her head.
"Okay, if that works for you but you need to take care of your mental health, do not be like us." Elena said softly and kept holding Nansia in her arms.
"I know it's not healthy but I have been working like this since I was 8 years old...you know my pain isn't important just like mum's and soon it became I'm not as important as anyone else, but I got the job done. You know...you actually don't but in 2149 and the number of years I was there none of us really had the luxury for mental health check-ins and when I returned back to the normal life with the memories of how it was back then it was easier to accept what it's been done than try to nip-pick and analyze it. It is something I must do now too. I came here for a reason and I need to figure out why is that, it's not a mental health retreat. I appreciate you are all trying to get me to be more in tune with my inner world which is more than anyone else has done my whole life but right now, it's not the time to break down." Nansia said with a tone that was bittersweet and haunted but Bonnie and Elena understood what she meant.
"As you wish, but we are here for you and so is Emma." Bonnie reminded her as she squeezed her hand and she smiled thankfully that they didn't push her.
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Be Somebody
FanficA girl drops on the floor of the Alaric's office. Who is she? Is she a friend or a foe? Is she after the knife? Why is she here? What are her powers?
