Be Somebody

Wanting To Belong, Wanting To Go Back, Not Knowing Who You Truly Are.

Hello, guys! How are you? I hope you are doing fine and that you are not struggling. If you are, just remember that through hardships we learn how much and what we can handle and we gain wise experiences that you might need and use in life, so just hold on and if you doubt yourself, seek help from a friend.

This story is slowly starting to get where I want it to go, I hope I can do it justice. 

Furthermore, as you know it has turned into a series with many stories crossing over to many fandoms if ever in any story of this series feels as if you are confused please ask me, I will explain to you how I have melt everything together.

I hope you enjoy this!

Nansia woke up feeling sad and depressed just like she did every other day in her dimension after returning from 2149.

She wanted to feel in peace. Like she was needed.

Then her mind went down memory lane how her life was all these years before the impossible became possible for her and her life turned upside down.

Walk Down Memory Lane:

Nansia woke up to the sound of her sixth alarm clock and looked at the ceiling with a very moody expression. She did her physiotherapy exercises ten sets of them by moving her legs up and down making sure her legs were straight and tensed then for a couple of seconds while they were upwards she will try to keep them up. That process was meant to be repeated ten times for each leg then she will rest them making sure her muscles were calm and rested then she will rub her knees making the sure there was blood circulation and then repeat the same process to her calves and feet.

After all these things she will stand up and go do her routine in the bathroom, wash her face, brush her hair, pee and then go to the kitchen and make coffee and breakfast while checking her phone and social media.

Then eat her breakfast watching an episode of the many tv series she was watching and then get dressed and prepare her bag and put her dishes in the sink and shut down her computer before rushing out of the door to walk 25 minutes to her bus stop and then have a 40 minutes ride and ten minutes walk until she reached her college campus.

That multiply it by 6 times it became a quite boring ordeal for Nansia and with her longing to be doing something far more meaningful than being a college student in a country with no future and forcing her parents to pay tuition made her feel as if she was letting them all down by not doing something to help them financially.

After 9 hours away from home, she would return to her apartment after going to the grocery store and cook a very late lunch that normal people will call dinner and then eat it while watching her tv shows. Then she will have a quick bath and do the dishes and study before laying exhausted in her bed to sleep.

Then hit repeat.

At nights they were many times her mind would drift down memory lane to her difficult childhood. And scold herself for feeling tired after the not so tiresome day she had and remind herself how more difficult she had it while growing up.

From the age of 8 up to the age of 15 and maybe long after that her routine went like that;

Wake up at 6:30 am by her step-dad leaving to go back to the Army base where he worked. She with her turn she would eat breakfast with her step-dad that she called dad since she knew him from the day she was 1 year old. Her actual dad was an Irish man her mum met at a Metallica concert during her twenty-four and then when she was one her mum married her step-dad at 25. Her bio dad and his family never recognized her as part of their family even though her mum encouraged by her family to try to keep the father in the picture.