I'm tired of waking up late
I'm tired of questioning my capabilities
I'm tired of having anxiety
I'm tired of manipulating others for money
I'm tired of being too lazy to work out
I'm tired of not taking action
I'm tired of wasting cash
I'm tired of feeling angry
I'm tired of being lost in a daze
I'm tired of wanting to escape
I'm tired of not dealing with my problems
I'm tired of wishing things could be different
I'm tired of feeling numb
I'm tired of not thinking clearly
I'm tired of having zero ambitions
I'm tired of not setting goals
I'm tired of watching days go by
I'm tired of wasting time
I'm tired of eating too much
I'm tired of destroying my health
I'm tired of melting my brain
I'm tired of contemplating death
I'm tired of always being lethargic
I'm tired of hurting my loved ones
I'm tired of being paranoid
I'm tired of gaining excessive weight
I'm tired of lashing out in frustration
I'm tired of having vulgar mood swings
I'm tired of not being sharp and on point
I'm tired of sleeping in till 2 in the afternoon
I'm tired of throwing up all night
I'm tired of my head pounding like drums
I'm tired of laying around all day
I'm tired of not being in control
I'm tired of lying to people
I'm tired of living a life of dependency
I'm tired of lacking motivation
I'm tired of sabotaging my confidence
I'm tired of always having an excuse
I'm tired of ruminating about the past
I'm tired of worrying about the future
I'm tired of waiting for things to come to me
I'm tired of coming home late
I'm tired of giving fake explanations
I'm tired of being too hungover to show up for appointments
I'm tired of skipping meetings
I'm tired of always procrastinating
I'm tired of sneaking out at night
I'm tired of waking up from a relapse
I'm tired of making poor decisions
I'm tired of knowing this isn't the real me
I'm tired of destroying years of my life
I'm tired of throwing away relationships
I'm tired of people smelling smoke on me
I'm tired of not taking care of myself
I'm tired of not acquiring responsibility
I'm tired of not holding accountability
I'm tired of not being fulfilled with life
I'm tired of waiting for the next puff
I'm tired of anticipating the next drink
I'm tired of thinking about how to get money
I'm tired of throwing away my potential
I'm tired of being on edge all the time
I'm tired of missing the old me
I'm tired of quitting and starting back over
I'm tired of letting my family down
I'm tired of knowing I'm ruining myself
I'm tired of being sloppy at my job
I'm tired of people looking at me strange
I'm tired of not knowing what mood I'll be in
I'm tired of making others uncomfortable
I'm tired of holding hostility towards everyone
I'm tired of seeing my mom disappointed
I'm tired of watching my dad let down
I'm tired of my sister not wanting to bring friends around me
I'm tired of thinking others owe me something
I'm tired of not being committed to change
I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself
I'm tired of reminiscing about better times
I'm tired of doubting what life has in store for me
I'm tired of grabbing the munchies before bed
I'm tired of watching others make things happen
I'm tired of thinking the world is out to get me
I'm tired of attending groups just as an excuse to use
I'm tired of not knowing where I'll be in five years
I'm tired of isolating and spending time alone
I'm tired of being anxious in social situations
I'm tired of that constant voice in my head
I'm tired of missing the sports I once played
I'm tired of longing the friends I used to have
I'm tired of not pursuing a romantic partner
I'm tired of thinking I'm too cool to smile
I'm tired of feeling dissociated from the world
I'm tired of coming up with reasons to stay high
I'm tired of ending up in the hospital
I'm tired of heading back to rehabilitation
I'm tired of being a slave to my own mind
I'm tired of arguing with members of my family
I'm tired of writing about drugs and alcohol
I'm tired of simply being tired
But most importantly
After absolutely everything that has been said
I'm tired of not being sober
