December 17th, 2020
I'm sorry. I know I don't give you what you want. I know I don't treat you the best. I know I am not that great of a boyfriend. Somedays, I wonder why you are still with me. You could be with someone so much better. I haven't threatened to leave you because I love you. You are the only person I want, and I don't want you to think differently. I want you to be able to come to me when you don't feel great. I want you to feel at home when you are with me.
I hate us. I hate everything about us; I don't love you. You are weak. You aren't worth my love. You aren't worth any love, and I will show that to you.
I love you, my love.
Love, Dream.
