Draco Malfoy Oneshots/Imagines

Not her(part 2)

It has been about three months since I broke up with Draco. And when I tell you it was hard for me, it was hard.

And it still is.

I miss him so freaking much,but at the same time I don't. I want some time to myself, to make me realise that I am worth it.
I feel like I have lost myself trying to be enough for him. Keyword:trying.

I still spend hours crying over him. Hours crying as to why I wasn't good enough to make him move on from her.

I never told him to forget Astoria. No. I just asked him to move on. But obviously that didn't work.

I am trying to forget about him. I really am. But I just can't seem to do so. Everywhere I go, everything I do, I see him. I miss his touch, his voice, I miss everything about him. But then I don't have to go through constant comparison, arguing and constant reminder of how I am not Astoria, and how I will never be able to be enough, even though I might love him more than Astoria could ever do.

I don't think I could ever be able to forget him, or even move on. I just can't seem to let go. And him and I working in the same department doesn't help.
That's why I haven't attended work since the break-up. I didn't want to see him.
But I can't be at home forever. I have to face him someday. And today is that day.
I am going to work after 3 months finally. And I am dreading it, because I will have to face him.

3rd PERSON POV
It's been a week since Y/N has re-joined the ministry and so far its not that bad, mainly because she hasn't seen much of Draco.
Its kind of awkward between them. No, actually its very awkward.

Draco would always try to start a conversation, but Y/N would only give short responses and dismiss him. She only talks to him when she really has to.
She also has visited Scorpius a couple times, and every time she visits, he would call her 'mama' and she would always remind him that she's not his mum anymore, and never was,while looking at Draco sadly.

Today, Y/N is in a better mood, because it's her birthday. When she came to work, she was greeted and wished by many people on her way to her office, and that brought a smile to her face.

Right now, she was sitting in her office, recalling the time when Draco forgot her birthday. And she didn't even say anything to him, thinking it was just because of work. She scoffed at the memory.

On the other hand, Draco was on his way to her office, along with Scorpius. Scorp insisted that he had made a gift for Y/N for her birthday, and he wanted to see her.
Breaking-up with Y/N was hard for Draco too, and he's gonna lie if he said he doesn't miss her. He didn't realize how dependent he was on her until she was gone. He still loves her too. Life is hard for him without her. She always used to make him feel better. But she isn't there anymore, but for her own good. He wants her to move on, to find someone better than him, or so he thought.

He knocked on her office door and heard a faint 'come in'. He was about to enter when he heard his name being called.
He turned around and saw Harry Potter, the head of the department.
"I want the file I gave you yesterday, I have to check something in it.", he said.
Draco nodded his head and turned to Scorpius.
"You go inside. I'll be there soon,yeah?", he asked.
Scorpius nodded and rushed inside.

"MAMA!",he yelled excitedly.
Y/N looked up from her work and smiled.
"Scorp, I have told you I am not your mama", she sighed.

But Scorpius just ignored her comment.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MAMA!", he crawled on her lap and showed her the drawing he made for her birthday.

The drawing had 3 stick figures, the smallest one had 'me' written above it. And the tallest one had 'dad'. And the last one was Y/N's, which had 'best mama' written above it, in a messy yet beautiful handwriting.