☆GENSHIN IMPACT ONESHOTS☆

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Hey!!
Author here!!
I'm back, and I'm gonna be starting a new story too!!But instead of it being about a fandom I'll be writing my soon to be manga hope you guys can check it out once Ive finished planning it.

Heads up:Sensitive topics about never being good enough for people and being pushed around.Comparison to others.
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Barbara's POV.

I just woke up and I knew it would be a lovely day!

I got out of bed and got ready for the day.After getting ready as usual I went to the kitchen for breakfast.

Remember breakfast is the most important meal of the day!

I saw a plate with avocado toast,eggs and tomato's ready for me and next to it was orange juice with a note on the table.

It was from Jean!!It said "Hey sis,sorry I couldn't eat with you,still please enjoy this meal!"

I smiled.Though she's not always here I know that my sister loves me dearly.
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I finished breakfast and went to start my day.

But, as usual I was bombarded with my fans begging me to answer their questions.

"Barbara!!How do you always look so cute!?" "Ah well I-" "BARBARA!!!HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH YOUR FAME???" "O-Oh uhm.." "Barbara!!"

It was question after question never ending!I didn't want to disappoint them though..

That was until someone pulled me away.

I was about to thank them until I saw Y/n.

"Y/n!Oh thank you so much for saving me!"

"It's fine Barbs,someone needed to save the damsel in distress"

I giggled, we went out to do some commissions until we ran into a group havibg trouble with some Hilichurls.

Y/n wanted to leave them and continue finding wood, but as soon as I ran to help the group they yelled.

"HEY!YOU GET BACK HERE!I-THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME FOR-FUCKS SAKE FINE I'M COMING!"

In the end we saved them and Y/n kept fussing about me being impulsive but soon quitted down when they heard we were being given half of their reward.
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Night soon came and I was waiting for Master Jean to come out of her office.

That was until I heard a few knights talking about how great of a leader Master Jean was,and how she was the best healer.

I knew they meant no harm but it still hurt..

I always knew Jean was better than me in whatever I did.

No matter how good I was she was always better..

Even our parents realized that..Yet still loved us equally.

Why?I sometimes wonder,why was I the sister who was left in the dark..

Why was I always 2nd best when it came to anything...

If I was good..then Jean was better,she's always been better.

Soon I felt hot tears running down my face.

I hadn't ecen realized Ive been crying.

I run out with tears in my eyes,I didn't know where I was going.

But adrenaline started to get to me.I kept running letting my feet take me wherever.

I soon dropped.

Nothing mattered anymore.

Not even my reputation.

All I cared about was the questions in my head.

It soon started to pour heavily.That was when I decided to see where I was.

I was lost.

I wasn't in Mondstat now.

Ive run somewhere too far..I bet Jean would be worrying now.

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I soon heard footsteps,the only person I thought could have found me is Jean.

"Jean..I-I'm sorry I know you don't want me running off b-but I-"

I couldn't finished but "Jean" went in and hugged me.

"Idiot,It's Y/n.Why'd you run so far!? I was headding home until I saw you with tears!"

They abruptly pulled away from the hug and they looked so worried.

"I-I'm sorry.." I heard them sigh and pat my head.

"I'm...not the best at comforting but I'm sorry."

I looked at them confused."Why?"

They shyly smiled "I didn't think through and let sone of my anger seep through and let it take over instead of asking what's wrong.."

I smiled "It's just..I don't wanna be just " good",Y/n why do I always find myself coming 2nd..always after Jean."

"I love her!But I can never feel good enough!I'm so done!I just..I just want someone to say I'm good enough,I don't need to push so hard!I just-"

My world was spinning but suddenly it all stopped when Y/n hugged me.

"I'm so sorry Barbara.I'm so sorry you've felt this way.But you don't need to try so hard, Because you're already more than enough.You're perfect the way you are and you don't need to change to fit someone else's opinions on what's better."

Tears started to well up.

Finally.

I'm enough for someone.

"Thank you.."
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Word count:828

Thank you for reading!!