My Image (April 5th, 2019)

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My body houses more weight than others

I would like to be the trunk amongst the branches and twigs

Such shamed filled words fill my head

The gym - a place for the already fit so how am I supposed to go there

Better myself and I continue to receive their mockery

If I complain the mantra to soothe me is,

"I like thicck girls anyways, they're better to cuddle"

My doctor doesn't agree with you, my dear Tinder date

"You're obese and your body won't support this forever"

Is what I'll hear instead, and medical shows will confirm this

And those are hardly ever wrong

I'm stuck in a loop:

Unhealthy -> Unhappiness, but still loved

Healthy -> Happy, but mocked for my reason why

Hearing the not so secret whispers of "She did it to get those men"

"Nah bitch, please. I wanna look my best so I can check myself out."

Walking past mirrors going, "Yas Queen! You slay that look!"

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