Why me?

Chapter 4

When I woke up I was in an unfamiliar room. But then I realized this was Jay's room. What the hell am I doing in here? I get out of bed and then fall straight to the floor.

"Wow there Lex calm down, you okay?" Jay comes over and puts me back onto the bed. "Yeah, I have one question though." "Shoot" I sit back up and start to speak. "What happened?" Jay tences right when I say that.

"Well...." "Well what?" He started fiddling with his fingers. This must not be good, he only does that when something bad happened that he didn't like or he's nervous.

"When you went to the boardwalk, my best friend came over and asked if I wanted to go cause' they were planing on goin too." He stared at me and then looked back at his fingers.

"When we got there we heard screaming. We went to the place we heard them and realized it was Brit. So Kian went over to help her while I hear screaming still and trying to find out who it was."

"I found out that it was you screaming and I found a guy with you." Right then his voice cracked. I looked up and saw tears forming in his eyes."He was gonna rape you. Your bikini was almost off and you were scared."

"Right when I saw that I ran up to him and started punching him. When I was done with him, I looked over to you and you were passed out." His tears were coming out and I started to feel guilty.

"I should of saved you earlier and not punch him!" Okay now he's angry. "Jay it's okay I'm here, everything is alright." Right then I wondered something. "Why did you save me and punch him. Plus get all worried right now?"

"Huh? Oh that-thats just because he hurt you and...because since your my sisters best friend and close to me like family..." He just sat there stairing at his shoes."Well you better get going, Brit will be real worried."

"Yea..cya" I faked chuckled. "Cya..." After that I just let out my breath I didn't even know I was holding in.

I walked into Brit's room and slid down the wall and sighed. "Hey what's wrong?" I look up and see Brit.

"Huh? Oh nothing." I say quietly. "You're lying, come on Lex I knew you forever."

"No really, I'm fine see!" I put a fake smile on my face. "What ever helps you sleep at night. Just know I will find out." As she walks out I fall onto the bed.

Ugh, can this day get any more interesting. First I almost get raped, then wake up in Jay's room. What's next? Why can't I have a normal day? Oh wait because normal is boring. I might want to go home anyways.

"BRIT!" I scream as I walk out the door. "YEA?" She comes running down. "I'm gonna start going home cya!" "Adios Señorita!" I just laugh. I get on my penny board and ride home. Huh? No one's home. I look over the counter and see a note.

Oh they aren't coming back for a month again wonderful. I go upstairs put on comfortable clothes and start heading to Starbucks. Hey what can I say, I'm a white girl I need my Starbucks. As I walk in I see my first ex. Shit! What the fuck is he doing here.

Well if your wondering his name is Ryan, He was my first boyfriend. When we first started dating he was all sweet and all that stuff. Until one day he came to my house all drunk, sadly no one was home. He came upstairs and started yelling, hitting, and kicking me. Then he started to take off his clothes. I was so scared.

He started to rip off my clothes, I screamed for help but no one came. He started to kiss me harder trying to make me kiss back. He kept doing it over and over again trying to force me into doing stuff. I kept kicking and telling him to stop but he won't.

I cried the entire time. Then out of no where Jay came and busted through the door. He saw my face he looked at Ryan. I couldn't see a thing I just passed out when he came. I woke up the next day at my house again and I started to cry. I canceled everything for the past weeks cause' of what happened. When someone came near me I flinched. If someone came out if no wear and tounched me I would scream.

No one knew about this except me and Jay. I told him to not tell anyone because they would think I'm weak or something like that. Later that month Jay told me I have to forget about it. The next day I found out Ryan was moving. I was happy that he wasn't going to here anymore. But now that changed.

I try to walk away and try not to be noticed and walk to the bathroom. Mission accomplished, once I got in there I called Jay. Right when he answered someone bursted in and pushed me against the wall I look up and see the person I never wanted to see.

Why the heck is he in here! But then I remebered that my phone was still on. " Ryan what the hell are you doing!?!?" I scream right onto his face. "Oh, I was taking back what's mine!"He said back. "Oh.. so you just BARGE INTO THE WOMANS BATHROOM AT STARBUCKS AND SLAM ME AGAINST THE WALL!?!?" I'm wishing that Jay heard what I said.

"JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!" No, no, no, no, no, no. This can't be happening. It can't happen again. This is a total nightmare, this is not true, this is not real. I'm going to wake up any second now and be in bed. He starts kissing me roughly and then pushes me into a stall.

He starts kissing my neck and I'm here trying to get him off and crying. Ican't fo this anymore I just can't. "Ryan stop please."

"Now tell me why would I, I know you're enjoying this." He whispered into me ear.

"Please, Ryan, stop this, I don't enjoy this I hate it." I say when tears are spilling out of my eyes. He undressed me halfway and started doing things. Right when he's about to take off the rest someone opens the door.

"Ryan, get the fuck away from her!"

"Hah, or what your gonna hurt me?" Ryan said in a childish voice. "Actually I don't." Right when he said that the police came in and took him away. "I WILL GET YOU LEXI AND MAKE YOU MINE!" He screams when he gets taken away. Jay crouches down right next to me and picks me up.

"Hey, it's going to be okay, he's in jail now he won't get you." He say's in a soothing voice. "I'm so scared what if he escapes. What if he finds me. What i-" I get cut off by a finger shushing me.

"Hey look at me." I look up into his eyes. " No one is taking you away. If so they have to go through me, like come on have you seen me?" He motions his hands up and down his body. I chuckle, "Yes I have, but all I see is pure uglyness." I laugh.

"Did Lexi Emma Summers just say I'm ugly?!" He says with a hand over his heart. "Yes I did, so suck it up buttercup." I say patting his cheek. It feels so good to have someone to joke around to when something bad just happened. He just happens to be the person who cheers me up when I feel down.

"Hey we should get going for Brit does't get upset and freak out." We start walking out to our cars and head over to his and Brits house.

"HONEY I'M HOME AND I HAD A HARD DAY!" I shouted when I walked into the house. "Really? Right in my ear?" I just grin at him. "LEX WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU'VE BE-. YOU WENT TO STARBUCKS WITH OUT ME!?!?" Brit said coming towards me. "Yes I did, got a problem with that?" I say taking a step towards her. "Actually I do." I laugh while walking into the kitchen.

"Well to bad bitch." I say giving her a cup. "Cause' I got one for you." She takes it out of my hand and starts drinking it. "What will I do without you?"

"I really have no idea." We walk into the living room and start watching movies. "I saw Him." I say. "Wait when?" She says looking at me. "At startbucks." "Oh" I sigh.

So your probably wondering what she knows. I only told her about the abusive part Ryan has done to me. I never told her about the rape. When ever I say or think about it I shiver and get scared. I have no idea I just happens. When the movie starts I only think about one thing.

I'm safe.

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Hello my lovely weirdo's. Sorry about the slow updates. My season just ended and I'm gonna try to get a lot of writing in now. So stay who you are not anyone else. Peace out weirdo's! ✌🏼