𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐘𝐎𝐔!

𝐀/𝐍 𝟏/𝟐/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐

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TW: Eating Disorders, Anxiety, Weight loss, Facial Dysmorphia.

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Hey! So this is just an update on why I haven't been updating a lot.

It's mostly because I've been busy but I also took a break from writing/uploading. I mentioned in the last A/N about some eating problems I have been having. I ended up just cracking from the pressure I got from people at school. Like they would constantly say stuff about me having an ED. Not the best moment in my life especially since it came from people I was close with.

I can now say that I'm getting slightly better but there were some other things. Well, it was mostly that, it did worry me a lot that some of my tightest clothes were getting baggy and only getting baggier. But I'm really glad that I have a friend that helps me with it and well I meet my new therapist this week. (like I now know to not eat in public, it one triggers my anxiety so much and other stuff)

My anxiety was all over the place and then I suddenly got really weirded out by seeing my face. I couldn't stand looking at the mirror and got so much more anxious. I started wearing masks inside the house and all that jazz. But it's getting better? Actually not really but the mask really does help, heck I even wore it when I worked out yesterday and it helped out a ton. (I'm saving money to get prescripted sunglasses)

Oh and then it turns out I'm a germaphobe, it was very weird dealing with that. But I've figured it out. I just ended up buying a bunch of cleaning supplies and started cleaning way more often. It's mostly bad when I'm at school which I start tomorrow. But the people I'm closest to mostly know not to be too touchy and that stuff.

Anyway during the break I was able to relax and all that jazz. I feel much better now, even if those difficulties haven't left. And also I realized some other stuff.

So uh this is also me coming out to you guys. But I'm aro/aceflux.

Aroflux: It is defined as someone whose romantic orientation fluctuates but generally stays on the aromantic spectrum

Aceflux: The something with aroflux but for sexual attraction.

Ya....

Anyway, working on a chapter right now and should be up this week or so. (maybe even tonight???) But I miss writing this book and I'll also be editing some stuff for it. So uh thanks for sticking around and thank you for reading this book. Love y'all /p

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