Chemistry (Completed)

Chapter 7 Fear

Chapter 7,
Fear Is Love,

I didn't know what to say, I'm afraid to hurt my mom I love her so much, at the time my dad was out in New Zealand working on business. I'm just going to talk to her gracefully go to school tomorrow keep my head up high and act like nothing ever happened.

School,

Finally it was time I was just heading back to school after what happened I saw many many people staring at me, they all knew what happened but I didn't care I kept walking with my chin held high I was waiting to approach Dean wondering where he was.

Every corner and every turn that I took to get to my locker I didn't see Dean at all I was worried but not tense I knew he would show up he can't miss a single day of school his dream is very big and he can't afford it.

I approach my locker my hands verry sweaty, I was working on undoing the code and another note fall out as soon as I cracked it open it was all pink filled with hearts. I was worried that it was a break up note but he was trying to give it to me as nicely as possible. I slowly open the note, my hands are sweating and my arms are shaking.

It was very intense just like when kids first send their letter of application to a college to see if they get accepted or not. I open the list a little bit and drag my fingers through to open it. I pulled the letter out it says: Dear Lisa, in a few periods is science, I'm excited to see you and I hope your not mad at me still. I hope you're okay from what happened last night, I'm worried about you please stay safe, I'll see you soon.

I collapse into knees, crying I was upset because I came on too strong about what happened. I wanted him to know I still cared and I was ok. I close my locker grabbed my bag and headed for fourth period.

It was the period before science the only time I was excited to see somebody all day any day. I open up my notepad I noticed that I haven't wrote that much I got back to the topic of chemistry between the two lovebirds. My mind was blank, maybe it was because me and Dean haven't done much lately. I told myself to wait for next period and everything will go good, the article continue and everything will fall back in place.

I was thinking about how crappy this week was besides me and Dean are together. I guess last night things got confused between us and we went all psychopathic. I can feel His forgiveness from his letter about the situation and I am too I'll just have to wait for next period.

The bell rang and I packed up everything and headed for next period.  I entered the classroom and saw Dean sitting at his desk fiddling with his pencil. Not knowing I was here I squished between all the other people into my desk and sat waiting for the teacher to give us instructions to go to the lab.

I noticed Dean looked up at me because I was staring at him when he did I quickly looked down at my book and pretended like I was drawing moving my pencil rapidly like I was sketching. Mr Sims was telling us about science and how cells work, I just started thinking about Dean because he loves science and thinking about cells and all that stuff. I just needed to get into that lab work in that stupid volcano with him, it was stupid but not us together working on volcano.

"Alright class time to head to the lab gether with your partners you have a few days ago and get to work."

I smiled and shoved my face into my binder accidentally stabbing my arm with my pencil that was recently sharpened. It didn't hurt me at all though, after that I stood up and waited for Dean to pass by and popped up behind him smiling.

" Hey!" I smile and covered my face in my sleeves making sure that if there was something on my face it wouldn't be noticeable, I rubbed under my eyes to make sure that no make up  smudged wouldn't be there anymore I checked my fingers and there was nothing.

He looked at me briefly with his bright blue eyes and smiled back but with the half smile.

"  Hey." Dean hesitated but I waited for him to continue. He looked at the ground disappointedly. " Look I'm sorry what happened a few nights ago if you got confused you're everything to me but, nothing is going on between me or anybody unless its you and me."

He wasn't one with his wording but I knew what he meant I could understand that he was guilty,  we got into the lab and he just started scratching all the dirt off the lab table. I decided to act quickly to make him smile and happy.

" It's ok as long as I'm with you I'm happy." I explained with a smile on my face looking into his eyes as he scratched the table.

He then looks up smiling back at me.

He walks over to Sims and asked him something, he was to far away for me to hear but I knew what he was asking.

He approached me with a smirk on his perfectly structured face.

I pulled my sleeve down and covered my mouth with it trying to hide my smile.

He grabbed my other hand and pulled me across the hall in to the room where we were molding our volcano.

I slowly pulled my sleeve down and glanced in to his beautiful eyes with a moment of peaceful silence.

He kept the feel going with no sound grabbing my hips and pulling my body to his, we touched. I felt a tingle flow threw my body, I felt alive I got a vide that attracted me to him.

I moved my hand and placed it on the back of his head. He leaned in and  positioned his lips. I leaned in and out lips meet, softly grazing each other. He pulled me in tight and I gripped his hair aggressively. He  over his hand down my back and stopped on my lower back area. I pushed him against the wall, he started kissing me in a downward motion making it to my lower neck. I grabbed his chin pulling him back up to my lips.

I moved my hand on the top of his head and on his hair, briefly pulling it in temptation. I wrapped one of my legs around his. He moved his hand on my check leaving his other on my neck. We flipped over with me against the wall. He grabbed both sides of my cheeks and I grabbed using both hands the back of his head.

We pulled apart for a breath of air, the ten seconds we kissed felt like I've known him forever. We touched noses staring into each others eyes heavily breathing for air. He wrapped his arms around pulling me in for a hug and I laid my chin on his bold shoulder.