Reese's pov-
He pulled me out, why did he pull me out, why couldn't he just leave me? I want to go back.
I was sopping wet but truthfully, I couldn't care less. I walked back to my dorm and into my room. I closed and locked my door. I didn't bother changing or attempting to dry off. I just laid down on the floor and stared up at my ceiling. I took a few deep breaths and tried to calm down.
I just want to go back.
There was a gentle knock on the door, " Sin? Are you okay?" Seven asked from the other side. I ignored him in hopes he'd just go away. Please go away.
" Sin, open the door." he banged loudly on the door.
A considered doing it for a second but the overwhelming dizziness I was feeling stopped me. I couldn't even lift my head up. I felt myself slowly drift off again, it feels like I'm going back.
A small smile crept onto my face as I finally faded off, welcoming the darkness, welcoming the nothingness that's ever so inviting.
I cannot describe to you how forlorn I felt when I woke up the next day. I wasn't supposed to wake up. I looked over to the clock on the wall and saw it was already noon. I took a deep breath before peeling myself off the floor. My hair and eyelashes were frozen and my clothes were damp and cold. My dorm doesn't get heat, they were supposed to bring up a heater but no one ever did and I don't care enough to question them about it.
I sluggishly made my way to the shower. I turned the water up as hot as it could go and climbed in. I didn't have it in me to stand so I just sat on the floor with my knees tucked into my chest. My head rested on my knees and my eyes fluttered shut. I let out a shuttered breath and willed myself to get up.
I scrubbed myself over, making sure to get all of the lake water off of me. I then stepped out and put on matching dark grey sweats. Even though it was freezing in my room I left my hair down to dry. I made my way back over to the corner I had woken up in. I slid down on the wall until I was sitting on the floor. It's never been this bad before.
( Outfit-)
I don't know how to fix it, I don't know if I want to. Like most people I struggle with depression but I'm usually able to shake it off, it's never been this bad before.
My stomach growled lightly but I ignored it. I haven't eaten since yesterday. I've been living off of fruit from the greenhouse they have here. I don't like crowds so I didn't want to go into the dining hall. The green house was across campus and there was no way I was leaving my room anytime soon.
I can't believe he pulled me out, why would he do something so stupid? He should've left me to rot.
What an idiot.
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Seven's pov-
She hasn't come out of her room in three days. She hasn't come out for food or for classes. I can't even hear her through the walls. I didn't tell anyone about what happened. I considered telling my dad but I wasn't sure how to go about it. I don't even know why she was out there. Plus I don't want him to realize there's a way for us to get over the walls.
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7 Ways To Love You
RomanceReese Sin shows up mid year at King Academy. Everyone's curious about the new student. Reese automatically attracts the attention of Seven King, the dean's son. Seven is automatically intrigued by the mysterious girl. She barely speaks, she doesn...